Journal

Well my bf got a full time job at Travis AFB.... which is cool but we have to find a place asap cuz we are living an hour away from the base with one car which sucks.

i am JOBLESS>>>>> its so hard to get a job when you look all pregnant and PREGNANT.

anyhow, i am scared... but looking forward to the future.

hopefully i will find a place to live soon.

So I am still unemployed, but on thr right track.

i had a job interview today, and am waiting on a second interview which is coming up soon.

I am jsut so worried about what the hell i am gonna do, how i am going to get though this and get a place of my own.

my bf got a job tellamarketing, 8 bucks an hour 24 hours a week.. plus comission.

so if he sucks or jsut has a bad week... thats only $200 guaranteed.

we will see, i just dont think we have time to wait and see.........

Wow wow wow wow wow....

So since last time, I lost my job at Wolf Lodge.... 7/7/07, that was horrible.

it seems like i have failed in everything i have done since then.

I got accepted into the RN program, only to get dismissed for not being PREPARED.

then i got another job, then fired ofter scheduling errors, then i didnt work for 6 months,... well not a real job anyways. lost my dog, lost my mind.

then i moved back in with my mom.

got back on track with my life..... GOT PREGNANT

so now i am sober 5months, and jsut packed up and moved to sacramento.

i am scared but excited. we have been here for 2 weeks now.

i got a little honda, and trying to find a job.

i brought my b/f with me but he is having problems being motivated enough. he is dylexic, and i guess i never realized how hard it is for him to get shit done//// like filling out applications, writing a resume... ect.

need help dealing with him.