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About Me
bamabm87
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About Me
There's a lot to me, many layers. I don't have much of a support system so I'm here for that really. I'm a college student, easy going. Learning to accept myself and finding how to cope after so many years and standing on my own two feet.
There's a lot to me, many layers. I don't have much of a support system so I'm here for that really. I'm a college student, easy going. Learning to accept myself and finding how to cope after so many years and standing on my own two feet.
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Little Love
Hey sweetie pie - not to worry at all. I'm on the phone with my sister-in-law so I can't stay on - but I will send a message a little later. I'm glad that all is well - and that you have so much work! I'll chat with you shortly. Big ((((((hugs))))))) Linda
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Hey there sweetie - how's everything going? Are you happy? I sure do hope so. Let me know how things are when you can. Take care and Big Big Hugs to you.
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Hello
Cute kitty :)
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Hi there - how are you doing?
Ray of Sunshine
I hope you have a good weekend and fun at build a bear! :)
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Support Groups
Close Depression
bamabm87 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Close Sexual Abuse
Molested and assulted by my own brother for about 6 years. Trying to cope with that, family issues surronding this, the depression and anxiety it's caused and my intamacy issues with others.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Diagnosed after sexually abused.
Treatments
- Rape Counseling Working / Worked
- I had a specialist in PTSD in sexaully abuse victims, and it worked really well. No more nightmares or flashbacks, less anxiety around the person.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- Didn't care to be medicated, after a few months I was off, took it on head strong but while on it it worked.
Open Back Pain
I heniated my L4, L5, S1 when I was only 17. Since then it's one problem after another. To get me up and walking takes a number of different medications and it just sucks.
Treatments
- Chiropractic Adjustment Somewhat Helpful
- It just made my whole body tlaler and feel stronger, but they wouldn't adjust the lower back.
- Epidural Injection Somewhat Helpful
- It would help for a limited amount of time, when I had more (I've had at least a dozen) it would decrease in helpfulness
- Hydrocodone Working / Worked
- It doesn't take the pain away but it helps
- Ibuprofen Working / Worked
- haha I love this stuff, helps me get out of bed.
- Physical Therapy Working / Worked
- It was wishy washy, with what the did, I loved traction the most.
- Surgery Working / Worked
- Last summer, I had it and it did it's job. But it was only for one part of my back.
- Lyrica Working / Worked
- I think it's wonderful, but I don't like the side effects sometimes.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Well now it's all emotional abuse. But my brother did physically/sexually abuse me. My parents KNEW about the physical abuse but never really believed me and/or cared, so I have a feeling of abadonment too.
Open Gay Men's Challenges
bamabm87 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Self-Injury
bamabm87 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Healthy Sex
bamabm87 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Healthy Relationships
I can't hold onto a healthy realtionship for the life of me probably due to my abandoment issues. This is more for friends because I seem to be distancing from a lot of them, especially my best friend, who I don't even think I can call my best friend any more and it hurts because for a while I considered her my family.
Treatments
- Writing Working / Worked
- I just need to write out how I feel about it.
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
I've struggled with my weight my whole life and plan to do some reevaluating this summer
Treatments
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- I'd see results but then I would just loose momentum and quit.
- South Beach Diet Not Working
- I don't like a lot of the foods that I was using.
Open Chronic Pain
I injured my back in 9/2005 and have been in pain ever since. Pain killers help to a point but usually just takes the edge away.
Treatments
- Acupressure Considering
- I might, I'm thinking western medicine has taken me as far as it can without another surgery.
- Chiropractic Adjustment Working / Worked
- They wouldn't touch my problem area but they would adjust my upper and middle back and that made me feel more stronger and protective. Also they would give me a good muscle rub.
- Heat Somewhat Helpful
- Hydrocodone Working / Worked
- I'm on vicodin now that I still take daily. As many as 1-6. It works, doesn't take all the pain away though.
- Lidoderm Working / Worked
- I love these for when I have a bad flare up and my nerve is aggravated. I put them down my leg and it takes about 20 minutes and then they're much less.
- Lyrica Working / Worked
- I love lyrica, I wasput on this after I maxed out on mg's of Neurontin.
- Morphine Working / Worked
- post surgery, not on it since 9/06
- Nerve Blocks Somewhat Helpful
- I've had a few they work for some time but always ware off.
- Neurontin Somewhat Helpful
- I was put on Lyrica after a while but haven't been on this for about a year.
- Oxycodone Working / Worked
- I was on perocet for about the first year after my accident. OxyContin from 7/06-9/06 it worked but it was really powerful, when we had to wene me off of them they tried to do it 20mg a dose but I showed symptoms of withdrawal and ended up 10mg a dose.
- Physical Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- It was too repetitive and felt it didn't always help. I still do my stretches and really can tell the differences with how far I can push myself
- TENS Considering
- I had it in PT and at the chiropractor. I'm thinking about getting a portable device.
- Skelaxin Working / Worked
- Really helps when my muscles are either spazing out or when theyre really tight and causing more pressure on my nerves.
- Tramadol Somewhat Helpful
- Honestly I think this one just makes you a little loopy to the point you dont care about the pain.But when you are in major pain and have nothing else you can tell it kind of helps.
Open Family Issues
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Talking Working / Worked
- Writing Working / Worked
Open Incest Survivors
I was sexually abused by my older brother, of 2 years, and kept it a secret until I was 18 and it started when I was in 4th grade. Just hear to get support and support others.








