lazy journal
December 28, 2008 3:13pm
i have to admit im so lazy when it comes to writting in my journal bt just a quick update im feeling alright pretty great for me actually i think my …
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hollaliscious
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About Me
hollaliscious
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About Me
im 27 yrs old i have 2 gorgeous baby girls my OCD has changed through-out my life but i have had it since childhood but was only recently diagnosed in the past 3 yrs, my OCD is stricty well mostly obsessional only for now i very unfortunately have the "harming" version of this sick disorder my mind can at times be over run with intrusive thoughts of harming well basically murdering my loved ones THESE THOUGHTS ARE TRASH AND THEY SUCK AND THEY CAUSE ME TREMENDOUS GRIEF AND ANXIETY THEY ARE NOT WHO I AM ....and i only have a handle on them when im on medication which is zoloft anyway yada yada thats it!
im 27 yrs old i have 2 gorgeous baby girls my OCD has changed through-out my life but i have had it since childhood but was only recently diagnosed in the past 3 yrs, my OCD is stricty well mostly obsessional only for now i very unfortunately have the "harming" version of this sick disorder my mind can at times be over run with intrusive thoughts of harming well basically murdering my loved ones THESE THOUGHTS ARE TRASH AND THEY SUCK AND THEY CAUSE ME TREMENDOUS GRIEF AND ANXIETY THEY ARE NOT WHO
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Interests
walking, shopping, spending time alone, sleeping and hanging out with family and friends, movies, travelling but i never get to. and spending money
walking, shopping, spending time alone, sleeping and hanging out with family and friends, movies, travelling
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Journal Entry for November 17, 2008
November 17, 2008 2:29pm
i feeling ok lately but ive been getting rushes of anxiety that seemingly come and go but everytime they come i fell like there going to stay forever …
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going to think positive
August 18, 2008 10:50am
Holy moly i am so tired of OCD and anxiety running my life i cant do this i cant do that cause i usually feel sick or nervous or i cant do things …
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coping
August 17, 2008 11:40am
hey im a 26 yr old mom of 2 girls now zoe 4 (almost 5) and bodhi 4 mos. i have struggled and still do struggle with ocd mostly intrusive …
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My theraphist told me your heart will always overcome these intrusive thoughts. I have had the same thoughts. I recognize these thoughts are not my thoughts.
Roger the Minister - verse
Joh:14:27: Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.
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lovely eyes!
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really nice to see you getting the better of this. never give up....never give in...your going to do just fine.
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I hope all is well with you.
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Support Groups
Close Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
i have been diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder in the past approx, 7 yrs ago at the age of 18 however more recently about 1 year ago i out of nowhere began to have horrific thoughts about killing my child theses thoughts never differ i always use a knife in the act and can visualize her crying while im doing it just typing this makes me sick i hate myself for these thoughts they are the farthest thing from who i am however at times they are completly unmanagable.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- terrifying at first alright but like there is no real way to make them stop
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- good was very scared of meds at first usually they cause me to have worse symptoms but zoloft did help
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- ok i tend to become obsessive about it
Close Anxiety
have had anxiety and ocd pretty severely for 10 yrs what more can i say
Treatments
- Ativan Somewhat Helpful
- not well
- Breathwork Working / Worked
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- awesome
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- sometimes
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- worked in past just started it again going through the motions with side effects
Open Bereavement
gramma past away almost 3 yrs ago which brought on alot of anxiety and ocd that had been dormant for sometime
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Remembering Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Time Working / Worked
Open High Cholesterol
im 27 and have the cholesterol of an old fat man (no offense to old fat men) i am not that overweight but could lose 30 lbs or so i love food i have two children one who's turning 5 and an 8 mos old baby
Treatments
- Physical Exercise Too Soon to Tell
Open Heart Attack
hollaliscious hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Kleptomania
i steal
Open Loneliness
I feel lonely all the time. I am overly emotional and cannot B alone, I totally depend on others for happiness and when they fail i sink.
Open Acne
Treatments
- Benzoyl Peroxide Working / Worked
- Minocycline Somewhat Helpful
- Retin-A Not Working
- Tetracycline Somewhat Helpful
- Washing Somewhat Helpful
