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October 12, 2008 2:16am
It's been a while since I've been on. I've had so little time and have been trying to get through everything on my own. It's all I …
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2:23am, October 12, 2008
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I have a tendency of surprising people as I rarely fit stereotypes. For example, my favorite movie is "Attack of the Killer Tomatoes" and I hate anything romantic. I am independent and stubborn to a fault and I can be very sarcastic. I see the world differently than most people. For me, it isn't black and white. I look at things from all perspectives. My personal view is that we should not do anything that will compromise ourselves because once you do that you can't go back. The thing is it is different for every person, hence the varying shades of gray that life is.
I have a tendency of surprising people as I rarely fit stereotypes. For example, my favorite movie is "Attack of the Killer Tomatoes" and I hate anything romantic. I am independent and stubborn to a fault and I can be very sarcastic. I see the world differently than most people. For me, it isn't black and white. I look at things from all perspectives. My personal view is that we should not do anything that will compromise ourselves because once you do that you can't go back. The thing is it is different
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July 28, 2008 9:25pm
I've been trying so hard to make everything better. But as the summer has worn on, more and more and more has gone wrong. At first, I was able to …
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Journal Entry for July 15, 2008
July 15, 2008 2:57am
I need space. Distance. Less heavy stuff. But how to say that? Saying that is easy it's how it's taken that's the hard part. My friend …
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Journal Entry for July 11, 2008
July 11, 2008 3:38pm
I wish my family wasn't so complicated. I know that everyone has family problems. My mom's having a really hard time right now. I feel so …
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Journal Entry for June 25, 2008
June 25, 2008 9:11pm
Things are a bit better with my mother and I. Not really. We just move on and pretend everything's okay but under it all we are both hurt. She …
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Close Depression - Teen
I became depressed when I was 15 and in the past year finally got out of it. I would have gotten through it sooner had it not been for bad situations dragging me down. But I am grateful for the experience. I learned so much about myself and the world around me. I still fight to not be depressed from time to time but it has gotten easier and I am a much stronger person because of it.
Treatments
- Effexor Not Working
- It made me suicidal...Needless to say, it didn't work in the least.
- Lexapro Not Working
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- It never worked but then again, I couldn't trust my counselor. Turns out she was a class/teammate of mine's mother...Fun.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
Close Self-Injury
Cutting was my way of distancing the emotional pain I was going through. I hated and blamed myself and it was how I dealt with those feelings. Granted, it wasn't a good way but it was the only thing I knew to do to get me through. Last spring I decided I had to stop if I wanted to get better and, although it has been hard and time and I sometimes still want to cut, I haven't since that decision.
Open Sexual Abuse
I don't know what to call it...Sexual harassment? Abuse? I don't know. When I was 15 my "brother" (a family friend 13 yrs older) started liking me and being touchy. When I was 17, a coach of mine started liking me. Then there have been other lesser things. It's just the story of my life.
Open College Stress
I'm at a college that I basically don't like. It's really Christian and I am not at all so it makes it really awkward. Not to mention the fact that it's fun dealing with problems with guys plus friends who then decide they hate you for no apparent reason in addition to all the work and depression. Plus some professors aren't very accepting if you aren't Christian
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- My parents don't want me to transfer schools but they've come to accept it more. And one of my friends calls me weekly to talk which is nice.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionaXmillionXpieces hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
