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snowbaby 
I can't take it anymore. More problems with my husband (ex). I tell ya as soon as I'm feeling 100%, I'm going to purchase a pistol and go to the shooting range and learn how to shoot. This is going to be my form of protection. Then let him enter my house and and try to strangle me again.
That SOB, I've got another thing coming for him. I'm just so angry but yet hurt that he just won't come to grips that it's over. I'm tired of him tormenting me, lurking behind bushes, leaving notes at my door telling me he's going to kill me, following me and etc. I just wish that the cops would find him and lock him up before it's too late because I've had it. Thank gosh my daughter was here with me and was able to call 911 or else I might not be here. I have taken his physical and emotional abuse for almost 25 years now and I just refuse to take it anymore, even if I have to take matters in my own hands. This is going to be the last time he leaves his hand and finger marks on me. The true reality of all this is that I'm just so scared I don't know what to do. am thinking that maybe I should try to move again. I don't even know if that would help at this point and time. The way he looked at me last night was if he could just see straight thru me. He has totally lost it and is out of control. I'm going to fight him till the end even if it means that I loose my own life.
That SOB, I've got another thing coming for him. I'm just so angry but yet hurt that he just won't come to grips that it's over. I'm tired of him tormenting me, lurking behind bushes, leaving notes at my door telling me he's going to kill me, following me and etc. I just wish that the cops would find him and lock him up before it's too late because I've had it. Thank gosh my daughter was here with me and was able to call 911 or else I might not be here. I have taken his physical and emotional abuse for almost 25 years now and I just refuse to take it anymore, even if I have to take matters in my own hands. This is going to be the last time he leaves his hand and finger marks on me. The true reality of all this is that I'm just so scared I don't know what to do. am thinking that maybe I should try to move again. I don't even know if that would help at this point and time. The way he looked at me last night was if he could just see straight thru me. He has totally lost it and is out of control. I'm going to fight him till the end even if it means that I loose my own life.
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I am so glad you are standing up for yourself! Just don't let it come to you being hurt; you have come too far to let him win now. I am SO proud of you!
LynneC
Stay stong. If you go the pistol route be smart about it and take a training course that will teach you your state laws. Just be careful and use your head which can be tough under pressure. You have my support.
cacher308
I pray to the Lord that He guard you from harm and that His justice be quickly upon your husband, the Lord protected you this last incident and His blessings be with you and your daughter always, in His Holy name Jesus Christ, Amen!
jvega
Oh Liz..that son of a bitch!!!! Why can't they arrest him??????? He assaulted you and attempted to kill you!!!!!!! Please tell me how he got in????? get the pistol , learn how to shoot, stay calm ..know the laws and protect yourself...I am worried sick aboutyou now. Enough is enough. I don't blame you. i'd feel the same as you. Get mad, get even..don't let fear stop you! You should not have to live like this. Did you call the cops when he did this????? How did he get in? If you move he will only find you again. Why dddddidn't they arrest him if you have a restrainiong order and for attempted murder. People cnnot go around strangling people!
serenity55
I'm so glad you are standing up for yourself. That son of a bitch is nothing but a coward -- but unfortunately, he is bent on controlling you. Please don't let your guard down -- carry a cell phone on you - get a BIG dog -- and be contantly on the alert. I'm nervous about the gun idea, sweetie -- he could turn the tables on you. If you must do it - do it with a license and keep the police informed. Be strong!!! You will prevail!!!
AlwaysTired
SNOWBABY - THERE'S A RESTRAINING ORDER RIGHT? GET A SECURITY CAMERA FOR YOUR HOME. THESE DAYS YOU CAN GET THEM FAIRLY REASONABLE. THIS WAY YOU HAVE TANGIBLE EVIDENCE THAT HE IS AT YOUR HOME, AND A VEHICLE TO MATCH THAT THE POLICE CAN FOLLOW UP ON. THE KEY HERE IS TANGIBLE EVIDENCE!!! PHYSICAL TANGIBLE EVIDENCE.
GiveMeStrength
That's a great idea!!! One with the date programmed into it so it imprints on the film.
AlwaysTired
I am hoping that by now they have found him & arrested him. I am worried about you having a gun, if he ever gets it away from you......
SKK
Hi Liz! I cannot believe all of this! I have not been on in a while..things aren't going very well for me either. I will talk to you soon. Jen
JenDavidson
Dear Liz, We heard thru the grapevine that you are hurt. My God! How I hurt with you. I am so sorry that he did this to you. he must be punished for all the heartache he has caused you over the years. I want you to know that we all love you and are praying for you. I want you to know that this has effected me profoundly and I will do all I can in your honor to stop this abuse . If I could take away the pain I would. If I could punish him myself..I would. I wish you healing, light, love and peace....come back to us , Liz. We love you.
serenity55
LIZ, I FOUND OUT THROUGH ANOTHER SPECIAL FIND ON WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU, YOU R VERY, VERY SPECIAL AND I PRAY AND AM PRAYING FOR U RIGHT NOW THAT U OVERCOME THIS MY HEART GOES TO YOU AND UR FAMILY AND I HOPE THIS JERK GETS WHAT HE DDESERVE FOR ALL THE PAIN AND HURT HE HAS PLACED UPON YOU. IT IS SO DISTURBING THAT SOMETHING LIKE THIS HAS TO HAPPEN BEFORE THE LAW TAKE ACTIONS. THIS NEEDS TO CHANGE A.S.A.P BECAUSE ITS GOOD PEOPLE LIKE YOU HAS TO SUFFER PLEASE FIGHT WITH ALL OF UR MIGHT TO COME BACK TO US WE LOVE AND CARE FOR YOU AND WE ARE HERE.
floridadownandout
Liz-If you ever get back on here to check this I wanted you to know how strongly you are in my prayers. I envison our Daily Strength friends holding hands in a cirlce and holding you up on a bed of Angel Feathers, praying for your health and spirit. With much love and admiration.
Michele
GiveMeStrength
Hey sis, I know you dont know me, but hell, we are all family on here right? I just wanted to drop a note to let you know that you are being thought of and my prayers go with you. I wish you a speedy recovery and a sound mind. Take good care of yourself baby, and know that you are cared for and loved and dont deserve any of this. We are all here for you! d
necie
Liz, I am joining hands with my friends on DS at 2:00 EST today. Be strong.
economygrill
I am so sad .. as I read this .. how absolutely untollerable .. please know .. that we care .. and want to help .. in any way that we can .. huge huggz of kind support .. and prayers of hope .. just heard the news .. how very sad ..
Raynow
SNOWBABY YOU ARE IN ALL OUR PRAYERS, AND I HOPE ALL WILL GO WELL SOON FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY, I WILL BE PRAYING FOR YOU, I HOPE YOU ARE FEELING BETTER, "FATHER GOD, PLEASE HELP OUR FRIEND IN WHATEVER SHE IS GOING THROUGH IN HER FAMILY, EVERYDAY PROBLEMS,JUST LIFE IN GENERAL AS WELL AS PHYSICAL...MENTAL, SPIRITUAL...KEEP HER AND BLESS HER AND HER AND FAMILY...BRING, PEACE INTO THAT HOUSEHOLD, AND LOVE, CARINGNESS...IN JESUS NAME I STAND AND PRAY...AMEN!!!
justtryingagain
AND LORD, BRING HEALING TOO, IN JESUS NAME, AMEN, LV, BECKY
justtryingagain
Sister-Liz, You are not coming back to read this. From my lips to God's ears, may the Lord bless you and keep you. You will always be a part of my beating heart for every day I life. I'm sorry I never got to meet you. My heart is heavy and sad that such a wonderful person's life was snuffed out by someone who had no self-control. May the Lord watch over your children and guide them and may your Spirit reign over them now and forever. I will miss you, my sister-friend....now and always.
~michele~
GiveMeStrength
Dear Liz, I stop by, once again..because it is so hard for me to believe you are gone. I read your words here and cry. For all you wanted was your life...life that God gave you and the one person that was supposed to protect you...took away...he is evil ans sick and God will deal with him. I remember all the times you encouraged me when your own world was falling apart. I remember one of the last things you wrote to me was that once you got settled, you opened yourm door to me. I know how badly you wanted a life free from abuse. he had no right to hurt you the way he did. The system failed you too, Liz. I promise you that for the rest of my life, I will do what I can to change things for other women like you. So that they may have the freedom and safety you didn't have. I also promise to work towards having justice served to the men, the abusers who hurt and take the lives of so many innocent women. They will be punished. You would be so proud of Jenny. She has been so strong, but her heart breaks for you and she misses you. Please find a way to give her signs of comfort. Let her and Chloe know you are right beside them. I am sure you know that Jenny will take care of her little sister.
My heart breaks for you, I am sorry you had to leave us here. Please know I too will never forget you. You will live on in my heart for the rest of my life too. You are so very special and I will always be proud to call you my sister-friend...Love you, Snowbaby! Forever...Serenity55..Deb
serenity55
three days after this post...he found her and attacked her which left her in a coma on life support...she later died. she isn't here with us anymore and it is so uncomprehesible...so messed up, so damn sick!
serenity55
I find it so hard reading this entry....he got his way and took your life. My God..how and why does this happen? Where is the law? What does one have to do to be protected???/ This has to stop...MURDER..he took your life..HOW dare he. he took you away from your children...so he hurt them too.
Here is my message to you , Buddy..you are a coward, a sick piece of crap and i hope you rot in jail and get all that is coming to you. God will take care of you and when you die you will burn in hell...you took my friend away..you beat her, you hurt her..and all she wanted was her life..to be free from YOUR abuse. How dare you...
serenity55