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ifits2beitsup2me 
Wow, it's been a long time since I've been on this site. Last week, I had the absolute worst day in my life. My mom who is also my best friend passed away. I have been numb and can't believe she is gone. The pain is really starting to set in though. Now that the funeral is over, it has really hit me. God, I love her and miss her so bad. My heart is just aching knowing that I can't talk to her several times a day like we always have. I just want to tell her that I love her one more time. My dad is 93 and they have been unseperable for 65 years. It breaks my heart seeing him in this pain. I wish I could take all his pain too. I just don't know how to deal with this. Does anyone have any ideas?
In Pain...
