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Tamberly 
1:16pm, June 20, 2009
I want to sing you a song and kiss you good night. I want to paint your toe nails and watch you dance with daddy, I want to hear your sweet voice and your shrills of delight. I want to dress you in dresses pretty with lace and dress you in matching outfit to your sisters. I want to brush your silky strawberry blond hair. I want to read you a book that you picked from the shelf. I want you to be here with our family growing into being a precious young girl. I always my whole life wanted 3 daughters I saw myself with them, playing dress up and tea parties and walking down the beach, laughing and loving. I have my 3 duaghters but none of my day dreams will ever be complete we will always be mssing you. Mommy loves you xoxo
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I have been in that funk lately but today I think I have gotten over it YAY. I had Esthers birthday then I was on my period for 6 days, my husband and I just had our 7 year anniversary while I was on AF BLEH... But today was a good day I cooked a home made dinner and the most wonderful cookies YUMMM, played with the kids and just had a nice day at home... most days I am out and about with the kids that I dont have a moment to think clearly. Well I am hoping all of you Mamas the best and I am trying to keep up with everyones journals... new pregnancies, new babies. I am sad for all of my new friends that have just joined this journey and hoping they find light and joy every soon HUGS my girls!!
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YAY!! I hate those funks, but it sure feels good to come out of them. Thanks for the update.So happy you're feeling better. Send a cookie this way. ;) Hugs, Cynthia
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Those funks seem to come and go like the tides. I'm glad this recent wave is receding. Take care of you!
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I am happy to read you are feeling better!
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hopefully happier times are ahead....we all go through it at times.
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NickNicksmommykitkat
Im so with you. Thanks for sharing. Sending you peaceful hugs.
crwtom
Big, Big Hugs and Love to you.
SFWriter
I am so sad at the loss of your child. It has to be horrible. I haven't lost a child so I don't know your pain - I have had two friends that have though - one lost three of her children to CF at ages 5, 3, and 2. The other lost her daughter and my godchild at age 34. As time passes we try to remember the good things about them - the happy things - the smile, whatever. The stories. I hope that God lifts you up and lets you remember the good things about your baby and gives you permission to be toally in tune with your three children on earth. You are special and only special people seem to be blessed with children who are here for just a short time. God Bless You. SUE
suecalifornia
I lost my first daughter 32 years ago- and I never have stopped missing her. She always has a special place in my heart, just as your daughter does. She did give me a special gift. I always know how very valuable each childs life is and have made many a decision based on the belief that she can "see" me and I never want to disappoint her.
I'm so sorry for your loss.
ldozy1
Hugs!
ckdeedee
I'm so with you, too. Hugs to you - Sherri
Sher0214
Your words are beautiful and brought tears to my eyes. I lost my twin girls last year and now have a beautiful daugther Katherine. I often think of my girls as three sisters who I wish were all on this Earth. God bless you.
GailY
Oh what a beautiful and heart breaking entry. My heart is with you. Many hugs, Nik
zaksmommy
That was so beautiful. I wanted to go surfing with my son and torture him by taking him shopping with me. My reality is very different from what I had pictured a year ago. Nevertheless, today I am able to see my blessings. It's okay to dream. :) Thanks for sharing. xo
sunny1015
I wish you had her with you still, that you were able to enjoy all of the moments that you had dreamed up for you and her to share. My heart aches for you.
StephaniePaige
i myself have lost a little girl she was stillborne she would be 7 yrs old right now and i lost my 15 yr old son in march my heart goes out to you and i know what you are going through. hugs
keagansmom
My heart goes out to you at this time. I too lost a son 38 years ago he was stillborn and when that sorrowful day comes I still mourn him after all these years... God Bless you..Our hearts are with you.
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