far out man is it still going????????
well im here about 1 year after i made my last entry. i am depressed, angry, strung out and sad. i am still sober and medicated properly but lately …
i am bipolar and i was diagnosed only 2 years ago. I believe in god but cant live up to his standards, i believe i will go to hell. i dont work atm cause of an attack and i am getting my life back together slowly but surely. i am looking for people for inspiration and sharing. how thier bipolar affects them and together maybe we can all grow.i have no children and have spent 5 years single. i am attractive just mentally ill. i am not depressed just want to talk to people in the same boat.
i am bipolar and i was diagnosed only 2 years ago. I believe in god but cant live up to his standards, i believe i will go to hell. i dont work atm cause of an attack and i am getting my life back together slowly but surely. i am looking for people for inspiration and sharing. how thier bipolar affects them and together maybe we can all grow.i have no children and have spent 5 years single. i am attractive just mentally ill. i am not depressed just want to talk to people in the same boat.
watching people. animals, every good thing on earth
watching people. animals, every good thing on earth
well im here about 1 year after i made my last entry. i am depressed, angry, strung out and sad. i am still sober and medicated properly but lately …
i havent been to ds for 2 months. what can i say. i had a lot of things going on and i dont even want to get started. all i want to say is im back …
well i feel im doing ok. i have been so busy still. my sis is takling a lot of my time that i had spare when she was on holidays. i have a new job im …
well i missed another day writing my journal again.i guess some would say im getting a life. the fact is i was busy. too busy to hop on the computer, …
well im back again. im glad that i have made it back to the computer. i think i am doing well getting back to normal. i have told my sis i dont want …
You'll be ok!
What a great attitude you must both have Good to see some good posts on this site
A Heinie once in a while or BGD...lately found Absenthe..that Frenchy drink ,that has been banned in the US for 50 years.It's WAY expensive,tastes like Licorice,2 drinks ,and you get a warm fuzzy feel..no hangover...supposed to have hallusinigenic powers ,and an aphrodiesiac...well what ever..I LIKE IT. Although I am a big proponate of Beepers not self medicating on alcohal...I fall once in a while....3 times last night!LOL!!
LOL! I assume you are responding to my many unfinished ,half started and being bored comment!LOL!! What a day! And it's so beautiful out side,and I'm in here sitting at a computer!Geesh..I COULD get a life! HAHAHHA...Go outside and breath some real air....instead I'm smokeing cig;s and drinking coffee..oh yeah,we had a post on coffee too!LOL! Thanks for the HUG!!
i found out i was bipolar when i was 28 after years of trying to find out what was wrong with me. i have had major episodes and misdiagnosises plus. i am 30 and coming out of a long period of depression. i have resigned to the fact i have to take my medication even if it makes me fat. i have had a history of drug and alcohol abuse due to self medicating. i am now drug free and alcohol free after a relapse. wanting to socialise with people who share the same illness as i do.i am a rapid cycler
i was sexually abused by my stepfather , then my uncle then my real father when i went to live with him and by a male babysitter once. i am dysfunctional as far a sex goes now
i was diagnosed with Hep C 2 years ago. i had a hard time coming to terms with it because i havent been a needle user for 10years with 1 slip up 3 years prior. had a viral load test 8months ago and came back negative, have 1 more to do before the all clear. major alcohol abuser normally
i was sexually abused and i cant relax at all when i have sex. i feel like i have a coat hanger in my shirt. i am totally uneasy in the bedroom and i harldy ever orgasm. but the thing is i want a partner so badly
i am bipolar and i suffer a lot of anxiety and worry all the time. i never get a break it makes me unhappy. i am anxious around people who might get to know me but in an anonymous situation i am fine. i had to pull out of uni on the second day due to the anxiety and panic attacks i was having. its so unpleasant. i hate it
i am 30 and im an alcoholic. I am detoxing from alcohol atm. 7days clean. i used to abuse every drug i could get my hands on now alcohol is my only demon and it is the hardest to give up.
i used to be a size 8-, 3 years ago but i found out i had bipolar and had to take medication. i had a nervous break down and every hospitalisation ive put an average of 6kgs on since then and when i went to rehab for alcohol abuse i gained another10kg. now in the last 3 weeks ive gained an additional 8kgs from compfort eating. so in the last 3 years ive gone from a size 8 to a size 16-18 and ive never been this big
i have suffered from PTSD for 3 years now and im only starting to get my life back together now SLOWLY
hi im Donnise im 31 and my boyfriend is 44. we have been seeing eachother for 10weeks. Dave was fine the first time we had sex but it became apparent to the both of us something wasnt right the second time we tried. Absolutely nothing happened!!! It didnt matter what we tried or how we did it. dead dead dead. we have used viagra but it is not reliable. i am 150% behind him and we are getting some tests done tomorrow and hopefully we will fnd out why this is happening
I am 32 and have been in the process of coming out for 5 years now. my family knows and are supportive, but i dont think they take me seriuosly. Have found it extremely hard to find a girlfriend and scary to even though i want it sooo bad.