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Gabbs 
Hi, it's Gabbs. I'm not doing too great at all. I have been crying all morning and can't stop the depression from encompassing me. I am in so much distress and the pain is unbearable. My body is so messed up from my eating disorder, I really feel hopeless about this situation. I pray to God all the time but I never get anywhere with it, I feel alone and I feel like there is no one to help me. I feel as though there is no plan for my life, I hate my life right now and I wish I was someone else. Sorry but Im just being honest. I hate bulimia and I wish I could go to sleep and wake up 4 years ago when this mess started in my life. I wish I wasn't here.
-Gabbs
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You are in my thoughts and prayers hope u feel better. I understand your pain you can go and read my journals that will explain what i have been through and am still going through my pain and depression is really bad its time for me to get my meds checked by the doc again suzie
tinker36
honey,i hope that some day soon,you can be strong enough to get better and feel better about yourself.you are young and that is a plus!!once you get older,you can't undo alot of things you have done.they will be with you for life and sometimes get worse as you age.you have alot ahead of you and i hope it is the best:)
leezard
I'm so sorry that you are feeling so alone.....Thinking of you. Love, Shelle xox
shellebelle