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Gabbs 
I am so scared right now. Nothing helps this awful reflux disease. I hate it so much. I am suffering beyond belief. I am in so much pain. My face, my ears, my stomach feel like it is on fire. I am not eating, once a day maybe. I lost 10 pounds last week. No doctor can help me, I have been EVERYWHERE. I have tried everything.
I just met the man of my dreams, my husband. God sent me a miracle, I've been praying for 7 years. I am scared this disease will drive him away. It takes my life away from me. I am tired of suffering. I want to be healed. Is there any hope? I have tried everything to beat this disease, and nothing helps. I can't even tell u the hell I live in with this.
If I had one wish I would wish to be normal. No one should have to suffer like this.
Please,
Gabby
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Hi, it's Gabbs. I'm not doing too great at all. I have been crying all morning and can't stop the depression from encompassing me. I am in so much distress and the pain is unbearable. My body is so messed up from my eating disorder, I really feel hopeless about this situation. I pray to God all the time but I never get anywhere with it, I feel alone and I feel like there is no one to help me. I feel as though there is no plan for my life, I hate my life right now and I wish I was someone else. Sorry but Im just being honest. I hate bulimia and I wish I could go to sleep and wake up 4 years ago when this mess started in my life. I wish I wasn't here.
-Gabbs
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You are in my thoughts and prayers hope u feel better. I understand your pain you can go and read my journals that will explain what i have been through and am still going through my pain and depression is really bad its time for me to get my meds checked by the doc again suzie
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honey,i hope that some day soon,you can be strong enough to get better and feel better about yourself.you are young and that is a plus!!once you get older,you can't undo alot of things you have done.they will be with you for life and sometimes get worse as you age.you have alot ahead of you and i hope it is the best:)
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I'm so sorry that you are feeling so alone.....Thinking of you. Love, Shelle xox
Dear Gabby,
My heart really goes out to you and I am praying for you.
Believe me I know your pain, but God knows it even more. Call out to Him and He will come in and be your comfort. I have severe reflux also and have suffered as you are suffering now. There were times I did not want to live, it was that terrible.
A month ago I decided to go to a Naturopathic doctor. On the first visit he told me most gerd suffers are suffering due to allergies. I had a blood test taken to find out what foods I am allergic to, than I stopped eating these foods. Little by little I found myself getting better. and I can honestly say at this point I am feeling 80% improved. My meds are down to one pill a day. I was taking at least 8 Protonix & Zantac) with lots of Tums in between these pills. At this juncture I might even be able to stop taking any pills at all, but I am still a little afraid to give them entirely. May I suggest you go to a Naturopathic doctor and get tested for allergies. This could be your problem also. My husband decided to join me in my venture and he stopped eating the foods I am allegic to and he is also feeling better, not to mention losing almost 15 lbs. I've started to drink a little coffee from time to time, 7-up, tomatoes, and chocolate with no reflux reaction. A few times I ate a small amount of the foods I am allergic to and noticed a reflux reaction within a few hours. I wish you all the best and hope you will give this a try.
SisterB