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hmyers512 
3:28pm
Hey guys. I'm exhausted from guess what. Posting out here. I wrote a couple really long posts that required me to someewhat relive my ordeal and eventual successful treatment. what amazes me is how much it takes out of me. My mind is exhausted. I'm trying to rebuild my programming career but where before my 12+ year pain and brain ordeal, 8-10 hours a day was no big deal, now it's hard to do it more than say 4 hours.
I'm drawn to DS to try and help those that it can learn about what helped me. It's almost like an addiction. I go to DS every day and spend up to an hour or more trying to help. Those days it exhausts me to for it connects me with all the suffering of the ordeal I went though, yet I must for what helped me is so unknown.
This kind of mental exhaustion is werid, it's like being frustrated at not being able to think clearly coupled with some kind of electic current just flowing around in my head. Brain injuries are weird and so unique for every person.
Anyway, just felt like observing this exhaustion while experiencing it. It is a joy to be able to offer an alternative to people in need.
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My shrink is an artist and writer and he told me that when creating he takes a nap every 3 hours, just like Einstien did. Using our brain requires humoungus amounts of energy. Don't be so jard on yourself and take more naps. After all if its good enough for einstein it good enough for you.
peapower
I agree on everything you said. I say it's like purging something from your system.I'm drawn here too, kinda like customized friendships! That's cool. Mental exhaustion is the worse! Feel better! Anyway Sundays are meant to be day of rest!
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