Journal Entry for September 23, 2009
mmm.. well reading through my old journals, it seems I have come a long way . I got into nursing back in june, had my first placement a few weeks …
happily married with a wonderful and patient husband and have a 3 1/2 year old and a 2yr old boys. have been suffering depression for most of my life. currently suffering from severe PND, Borderline Personality Disorder.
happily married with a wonderful and patient husband and have a 3 1/2 year old and a 2yr old boys. have been suffering depression for most of my life. currently suffering from severe PND, Borderline Personality Disorder.
beads and jewlery making.like scrap booking but loose patients and it makes too much mess 4 me to handle. i find drawing very good therapy. I like snow skiing water skiing and wakeboarding. i also like motor bike riding with my husband when i dont get high anxiety if you know what i mean!
beads and jewlery making.like scrap booking but loose patients and it makes too much mess 4 me to handle.
mmm.. well reading through my old journals, it seems I have come a long way . I got into nursing back in june, had my first placement a few weeks …
well the fires are nearly all out due to this welcomed rain we got today. kinder yesterday was cancelled due to high fire danger which sent me …
i just cant shake this eating problem. Kristal wants to send me to a eating disorders psychologist, coz im not getting anywhere with Jacinta. im so …
im feeling a little sad at the moment. my case manager kristal is going to discharge me in may. i like her alot and we have a lot in common , so i …
boy it got hot today, 41c. today i kept both boys home today and for my mothers birthday we went to the pool with a support group of mine. i felt fat …
So proud of you! Keep up the good work and you will reach your goal before you know it. xoxo
Another hug cuz I got ur comment. No way i could forget about you!! Yay for getting into nursing!!. No, I mean YAY THATS AWESOME!!!
Hey hun, good to hear from you! Hope youre doing wel!!!
So glad to see you back on here!!! I do talk about things here that I can't on FB. I know with school and all it is hard to find the time. But, it helps me to journal my feelings. Take care and keep up the great work!!! xoxox
Thanks for the hug and support!! Im back!!!
Progress
5 %
sexually abused about 10 years ago only remember bits and pieces as i did my best to pretend it never happened as i felt it was my fault. now i am a mother i feel repulsive and hate myself. its not fair. i feel like my life has tumbled down around me as i have bottled it up for so many years.
had PND with first child and didnt get help, then had our second child not long after and basicly my life just crumbled
generally always have been. Life experiences have made the matter worse.
Have 2 boys one who is two and another who is 9 mths. i have gone mad.
just been diagnosed with this illness.when i think about it i have felt like it pretty much since birth!, but got worse as ive gotten older.
just too overweight
had postnatal depression with our first child but didnt do anything about it and then had our second child and my world came tumbling down
was raped outside a underage nightclub at 14. too traumatic to go into detail
I hear voices and just wish they would go away. they abuse me and invade my house