Journal

 It has been a while since I have been on this site. I have been feeling ok. I  tried going on the pill to releive my symptoms. Was that a mistake! I had nothing but problems. So now i have stopped taking them last week. Iguess I will have to tough it out untill i am ready to have a baby. I will be 30 in Feb. so I want to start trying next year!!!!

I have been without the internet for Awhile'but now I am back.I just ended a 8 year relationship and I am doing good.I was not happy for a long time. Lately I have been feeling good and i think it's because i am not stressed out all the time. the past 3 day's I have been in pain in the past 2 months. It is starting to go away now. now I have a kidney stone I have been dealing with for 2 months. I have to have sugery in March. I can't wait untill it's over!!!! I am staying positive and it helps a little.

To day I am in alot of pain. My lady friend started today. on top of that I had to go to a urologest for the kidney stone they think I had. they did an x ray and said they couldn't see anything through the air in my system. Now I have to get a cat scan. The dr want's to make sure it's not the endo in my bladder. this is just too crazy. It is always one thing after another.