Awhile
November 6, 2008 11:53am
It has been awhile since I have wrote on here the reason is when I do it hurts and we all know we don't want to hurt.I need to gain some self …
muffinlady 
11:47am, November 11, 2008
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About Me
muffinlady
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About Me
I am 46 yrs old I have no children.I am engaged to a very supportive man.I also have a very little dog that is my world the baby I never had. Family is very important to me. My memories of the sexual abuse were repressed and I have been dealing with them for a few years now. I believe everything happens for a reason even when I can't see the reason.I have learned many lessons in my path of life.I like meeting new people like in my support group.
I am 46 yrs old I have no children.I am engaged to a very supportive man.I also have a very little dog that is my world the baby I never had. Family is very important to me. My memories of the sexual abuse were repressed and I have been dealing with them for a few years now. I believe everything happens for a reason even when I can't see the reason.I have learned many lessons in my path of life.I like meeting new people like in my support group.
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Interests
I love nature animals painting I like to cook.I love camping being in gods country. I love the feel of earth in my hands.The sound of water.
I love nature animals painting I like to cook.I love camping being in gods country. I love the feel of
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Journal Entry for September 8, 2007
September 8, 2007 4:50pm
I have been feeling a little sad lately.I know it is because this is the time of year that I remember the abuse happening the changeing of fall …
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Journal Entry for August 30, 2007
August 30, 2007 12:05am
yes it has been a while since i wrote here but i feel the need to reach out there for strength my memories were repressed for about 20 years while …
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Journal Entry for July 25, 2007
July 25, 2007 1:25pm
I AM FEELING BETTER NOW THAT I HAVE MADE SOME DECISIONS I AM FEELING A LITTLE STESS AS I AM QUITTING MY JOB TO GO TO ANOTHER AND CHANGE IS HARD FOR …
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Journal Entry for July 23, 2007
July 23, 2007 3:58pm
NOT SURE HOW THIS WORKS BUT HERE GOES.
I HAVE HAD A TERRIBLE WEEK .I HAVE COME TO SEE THAT I CAN'T TRUST ANYONE.I FOUND OUT THAT MY FIANCE WAS …
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im normally on DS later in the day around 5 or 6ish to chat hope everything is well with you take care ;D
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I am sorry to hear that you are going thru a hard time. I have been thru my share of toxic relationships. They are not fun. I hope you find some peace, in the midst of this turmoil. Take Care
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I’m With You
I hope we can be friends!!! Have a wonderful day tomorrow!!! HUGS!!!!
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Close Sexual Abuse
muffinlady hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Close Codependency
I not really sure where to begin.I know I am codependent as I have married twice both were Alcoholics.I also had a long relationship with a drug addict.I am the peacekeeper in the family I am always trying to keep everyone else happy and neglect myself.I have gone to counselling for a few years also self help groups and that always helped but as soon as I quit going I guess I start to lose the self confidence and self esstem.
Treatments
- 12 Step Program Working / Worked
- Itdid help I also went threw a treatment centre,a home for women with alcholic and drug addiction
- Pets Working / Worked
- Always works for the moment I have a dog always have.She always helped me smile after a good cry
- Reading Working / Worked
- Yes I do read a daily meditation also the books Codependent No More and Healing from the shame that binds you they both help me gain inner strength
- Talking Working / Worked
- Yes counselling did help and I probably should go back.Support groups for selfesstem also helps me
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- I have been on this for years and yes it helps me not to fell overwelmed with anger and sadness I did try to go off this I thought I would be ok but I become very hostile so yes they do work
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