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krisg88 
If you're reading this---PLEASE--be smarter than me. I sooooo want to believe that things can be ok. deep down i know they won't be. it's just one of those realities that i really don't want to face. when (if) he calls, he says some of the right things (still so much i wish he'd say--- but i know if i script it, doesn't mean shit). this is the man i loved with ALL MY HEART...NO HALFWAY...NO RESERVES...THOUGHT THIS WAS IT! and to find that i really don't even matter and can be REPLACED in a matter of hours...well, you get the picture. it sucks to be me right now.
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us men are a bit dim witted when it comes to saying the right thing. if the heart is there, it will shine......but you must also realize that if shallow steps are taken in a realtionship there lurks the resistance to find the depth of the heart. whispers and best wishes to yo....and keep supporting the harevsters of hops :)
Barneyfife
*hugs* i'm sorry.
i know it doesn't feel like it now, but it will get better. You, will get better.
Lane80
Hang in there Kris. Be strong and know that the love and future you have dreamed of is out there for you. Once you find it, you will look back on this experience and wonder what made you think "this was the one" because your new life will be so much richer and happier. Treat yourself well and know that I am pulling for you!
auntieweewee
I''m sorry!!! I have been there! You'll have to go through the grieving process for while, then things won''t look so bleak. Try going out with friends, that really helped me. BIG HUGS!!
Kristie
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