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Lewi 
Today has been a better day.
I woke this moring and the first thing I thought of was food. When I would eat, should I eat? How much I should eat? I don't even know what a proper meal is anymore. It's just crazy. No one knows of this. My friends would be surprised. I go about as if nothing is wrong when it eats away at me every minute of every day.
I say today is better as so far I didn't binge. I did other things. Had a shower. Washed my hair. Packed my bags as I am leaving to work today. But the days rest gave me pause to think. I can so easily get into a panic and then the binging begins. But today I haven't so far. I am having to meet people tonight and I hope the stress of that will not unbalance me.I am going to try very hard to not let it.
Folk have taken the time to write me on this site and I am very hapy for that. It's nice to know I am not alone. We are not alone.
