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Lewi 
I've been suffering with this disorder for some time now and I am very very tired. It affects my everyday. I want to be happy and for other things to fill my time not this. I want to be able to eat normally. I want to be able to relax. I know it is how I relate to stress but I don't know how to get rid of my stress and how to move on. I am on a waiting list for help but don't know when I'll be seen as the waiting list is very long. I really want help now. I don't know how to talk about it. I keep it from my boyfriend who I know loves me dearly and I do him. I don't like having secrets but I really don't want to tell him. I want to get over it myself.
I am very tired. I'm tired of this.
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I am with you! I wish there was a magical pill that I could take and I would stop this destructive behavior. One day at a time. Let's get through today. Even if we messed up today, let's promise not to binge tonight. Hi, I'm Ellan
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