Licorice1977's Journal

Hi!

Went to my dietitian a couple of days ago... on Thursday.  She wasn't too pleased. My therapist was worse!  To make a long story short, I have to see her again in a week.  Enough said.  I don't see why.  It's not like I'm skinny or underweight.  I'm still fat.  I can see it.

My OCD is getting bad.  It used to be much worse when I was really into my Eating Disorder, and even worse when I was a teenager.  Oh man, I used to annoy people.  Walking up and down the stairs, arranging things, turning lights on and off, etc.  It got really horrible.  Now I'm counting things again.  It's just annoying to me at this point I think.  I don't think anyone else has noticed.  They seem pretty oblivious to things. But then, maybe I am too?  I don't know.  I try to be really helpful to others and listen really well, but a lot of people keep telling me I am doing everything wrong.  It makes me upset.  I don't know what to do.

Licorice