Journal Entry for September 20, 2007
September 20, 2007 5:08pm
I have had the most fantastic day with my son. My husband is away on business and I have been dreading it in case I can't cope. I have played …
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Journal Entry for September 7, 2007
September 7, 2007 4:05pm
hurrah, i'm finally starting to really feel like my son loves me!! He has started to give me hugs and kisses and he nearly always has a smile for …
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Journal Entry for July 27, 2007
July 27, 2007 4:57pm
shit, am really worried now that my dress won't fit as I have put on a bit of weight this last week or so. Considering trying it on just to see …
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Journal Entry for July 27, 2007
July 27, 2007 4:34pm
big day tomorrow, friends' wedding. She's so pretty and thin i'm hoping my fat ass doesn't spoil the wedding photos!! when i've …
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Close Depression
Type: Post Partum Depressionsonic hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Close Post Partum Depression
after the birth of my son six months ago i began to feel useless as a mother and wife. i felt that my baby didn't love me and everyone would be better off without me. i had suicidal thoughts but didn't caary them through as i am breast feeding and i was worried my son would not take a bottle and be hungry if i wasnt there. i felt that everyone thought i was a bad mother ( i still feel like this sometimes)
Treatments
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- Takes the edge off the negative feelings but they are still there
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
My grandmother was always closely involved with my family and adored my brother but couldn't stand me. She would do anything to belittle me and make me cry - when I was 7 she told me that it would have been better if my older sister hadn't died because my mum would never have had me. She died earlier this year and I'm really sad that she never said sorry for all she has done to me.
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ParentMy dad died of cancer at the age of 50 when I was 23. he was a fit strong man who looked after himself and it seems so unfair that he's gone. He never met my husband, never got to walk me down the aisle and we have a son named after him who he will never see. I miss him
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- I always talk about him and remember the good times. tring to block out the time when he was dying - it's too painful
Open Breastfeeding
Have been breastfeeding for 6 and a half months, really struggled but it was worth it. Already some people are treating me like a freak because i would like to continue for a few more months at least. My son initially refused to take bottles and as I have PPD the thought that he would not thrive without my milk is probably one of the main things that prevented me from doing something stupid
Treatments
- Breast Feeding Working / Worked
- Hard work initially but it has kept a bond between me and my little boy even though i have ppd
Open Parenting Newborns & Infants (0-1)
My little boy is now 6 months old and I have had PPD for a few months now. I have reallt struggled with being a mum and although I love him to bits i'm not a natural and I get impatient with him at times
Open Healthy Sex
since having my baby I have no sex drive at all, I just can't face it. I love my husband and I am scared of losing him
Treatments
- Patience Not Working
Open Alcoholism
I don't even know if I belong here but I do feel that i drink far too much. I don't seem to be able to go a day without a drink and throughout the day I'm always thinking about when I can have a drink.
Treatments
- Willpower Not Working
- i have no willpower!!
