kansasdiana's Journal

It's been a very blah day....Been feeling bad all day....feel like I have a lump in my throat and I have to burp or something. NOt sure if it's heartburn or anxiety and it's driving me nuts. I've been very irritable today too. People are just getting on my nerves. I have been trying to watch myself since I know I'm in that mood, but it's hard. My chest keeps feeling like it's getting tight and then it will start feeling better, then it gets tight again. I can't tel you how many times I've been to the ER thinking I'm having a heart attack. That only makes it worse. I keep trying to breathe and relax but with two rugrats it's a bit hard. They are going to sleep soon, so maybe that will help. I love them to death and I've been so mean today. Hopefully I will be a lot better tomorrow. Being unemployed doesn't seem to help much either.