Journal Entry for July 22, 2007
its been awhile since Ive been on here. I guess you could say that everything is"ggod". Been living life day to day, dropped out of school …
26 year old business major with 2 kids and a girlfriend that I am not so sure about her intentions
26 year old business major with 2 kids and a girlfriend that I am not so sure about her intentions
I like video games and music, mostly older rock. I recently started drinking again after not touching it at all for five years so thats a new but old interest. I love hanging out with my boys ages 2 and 4. They do so much silly stuff everyday it amazes me. they are so innocent and I love them so much.
I like video games and music, mostly older rock. I recently started drinking again after not touching
its been awhile since Ive been on here. I guess you could say that everything is"ggod". Been living life day to day, dropped out of school …
I think that this web site has not been doing me good, it has made me hang on to all my bad feelings, made them worse, hell maybe its just me. I am a …
well here I am again, no sleep for me. I am so sick of this, the fighting, the arguing. Nothing can ever go right. I smother her when she wants …
Laura and I just got back from St. Louis a few hours ago. It was a good weekend for the most part. Lots of shopping, went to Six Flags, out to eat. …
It is officially the 4th of July here! yeah, we are having friends and family over tonight. I tried to tell Laura that it wasnt the best idea. We are …
for you xx joanne
JUST BECAUSE XXX JOANNE
hugs and hugs and hugs hun hows it going ????? kisses joanne
Have a great Monday...and enjoy the rest of your week!!! God bless. S=)
hugs and hugs and hugs hun xxxx joanne
I have never been to the doctor about this. I just making an educated guess on what is wrong with me. If I am wrong someone please tell me. I can nolonger even hardly talk to people outside of my family. I get so nervous that I want to throw up. I feel like i am being judged on everything I say or action I take. It is hard just to walk into the school in the morning of fear of looking stupid or doing something stupid. I think about the actions and words that I said all day after the fact.
I just feel sad all the time, even when things are going good, i know its not going to last. I know that in life some people have to be made to feel like this so that others can feel normal. I am the example to everyone else to appreciate their normal life. To appreciate being happy and feeling loved and safe and secure. I know now that I was not born that way and am not meant to be that way.
my girlfriend who I have been with for 5 years and have 2 children with cheated on me. I found out about it when an instant message popped up on our computer. Found out later that she was still talking to him after the fact. I love her but cant trust her anymore. We have decided to work through it but I dont know how to go about it.
I drank almost everyday from the ages 15-22. stopped a few months after my first born child. My g/f cheated on me, now I am drinking again and enjoying it way to much. I have drank by myself every other night for the past week. She is at work so I drink alone. Dont know if I have a problem or not, just seems that this is the only sane way to make it through the night when she is not here
i played video games everyday, when I wansnt I was thinking of them. Then my fiance cheated on me. Everything changed