Progress
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Goal End Date is Dec 31, 08 313 days ago.
Keziah 
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About Me
Keziah
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About Me
Stillness at the centre of the storm, Calm waters under a turbulent sea, Deep love in a whirlwind of emotions, Sun, moon and stars, Light my way. Blessed Be. --------------------------Musician & teacher of music, Reiki & Seichem Master, Administration Manager of Domain Name Company. I am a pagan-wiccan at present 3 kids: EM girl 19, JJD boy 17 and JCD boy 14. JCD lives with father at present, JJD lives with me now, EMD ran off from her father's 4 years ago to live with me but now has gone to University. Had a pagan style handfasting on 30th June 07
Stillness at the centre of the storm, Calm waters under a turbulent sea, Deep love in a whirlwind of emotions, Sun, moon and stars, Light my way. Blessed Be. --------------------------Musician & teacher of music, Reiki & Seichem Master, Administration Manager of Domain Name Company. I am a pagan-wiccan at present 3 kids: EM girl 19, JJD boy 17 and JCD boy 14. JCD lives with father at present, JJD lives with me now, EMD ran off from her father's 4 years ago to live with me but now has gone to University.
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Interests
Gardening badly- making my garden more magical, Aromatherapy & essential oils, Indian Head Massage, Magical things with my wiccan friend, Obssesion about herbs at the moment. Love reading.
Gardening badly- making my garden more magical, Aromatherapy & essential oils, Indian Head Massage, Magical
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Journal
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Hugbook
Flower
flowers for you friend........been gone a long time from here.....sorry.....I hope all is good with you.....hows that magical garden doing?
Hug
Giving you a hug for the sake of it.
Hope everything is well with you and yours.
Take care
from us in the US
Rainbow
Thinking of you and wishing all is well, with friendship, Ida.
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Rainbow
Thinking of you and wishing all is well, with friendship, Ida.
Hug
thinking of you!
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
1st bf - gay, 2nd bf - was gaybf of 1st bf (i did not know) Married autocratic, dominating, fanatical christian who emotionally and verbally abused me - had personality disorder. Next bf had narcissitic p.d. was very verbally abusive and threatening physically.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionTAKING TIME OUT OF THIS COMMUNITY DUE TO VERY AGGRESSIVE POSTS. SORRY FOLKS. major unipolar clinical depression since little child and a load of trouble in relationships. General Anxiety Disorder,Panic attacks, Dismorphia, Phobias and trying to deal with traumas of relationships
Open Separation Anxiety
Separation from my partner scares me witless. I don't feel the same about anybody else. I think separation is a slippy slope to us losing contact with each other. Related to having a borderline personality disorder.
Open Personality Disorders
Oh hell, i have read about this now, and ............well I fit the bill totally. Hell, Hell, Hell!!!
Open Panic Attacks
Panic attacks happen spontaneously and I end up in tears in strange places like the supermarket, or shaking like a leaf in the car and desparate to get out an leave it abandoned. Also triggered when seeing magazines and TV film clips or such like that relate to "soft porn" that is unavoidable in everyday life and that I am totally phobic about.
Treatments
- Patience Working / Worked
- Seen doctor who basically says get lost, can't do, shan't do, won't do anything. Go on a waiting list for over a year.
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
Up down up down down down down up up up down up down.
Treatments
- Cambridge Diet Somewhat Helpful
- Years and years ago after kids - did not so much lose weight as maintain it.
- Counting Calories Working / Worked
- Got anorexic in the past. So I don't anymore. But I do know generally high and low calorie foods.
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- Yum
- Eat Less Somewhat Helpful
- I have my diet - and get hungry too soon
- Hoodia Not Working
- patches
- Slim-Fast Not Working
- I LOVE this stuff - the hot choc variety. Drink too much - LOL
Open Vegetarians & Vegans
Type: Lacto-ovo vegetarianism (No meat)I love vegetables and fruit. I am not vegan. I have been totally veggie for several years. But I do eat some fish.
Treatments
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- I have good skin, few wrinkles, medium weight (would like it to be less) great hair. I don't smoke. I do drink tea and wine. I don't feel the need for detoxing. None of it helps my mental state.
Open Healthy Relationships
Trying to have a healthy relationship. For first time in my life it seems to be so. Then I find out he has been indulging in porn - WHAT IS A F***ING HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP???
Treatments
- Writing Working / Worked
- Write, think, worry, write, think, get anxious, write, think, seek help, write, think......
Open Parenting Teenagers (12-18)
Girl 19 at University, Boy 17 lives with me and Boy 14 lives with father. I am so thankful they exist. Also step son 18 at college and stepdaughter 16 at college - live with their mum and visit my partner/husband
Open Abstinence & Celibacy
Keziah hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
Keziah hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Alcoholism
I drink 3/4 bottle of wine every day. I can steer clear til evening, then use it as an enjoyment to relax. But at present I cannot stop drinking it, not even for one evening. Weekends, big treat have wine by 2pm.
