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angelina1982
Female, 46, OH
"wish the pain from surgery go away"
4:19am, October 3, 2009
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Saturday, July 4, 2009 | A Rambling story

i dont know i feel the only good thngs is i finlay got my van back and it was doing with wiring and i had to go to the dealer after 3 attempts.

 

 then the kids are arguing and it really getting on my nervous. i just wish i could take a trip all by my self.... i thought them getting older be easier it harder then when they were younger.

 

 then I know alot of people dont like michale jackson, and i know the the things that suppose of happen, but truthfully that between him and GOD!!!!.  they only ones that knows the truth him and god, we cant judge him only god can..... the thing is  no one  deserve to die like that.

 if he died b/c of a stupid dr i hope that dr goes to jail for giving it to him.

 

 no one and  I wouldnt even ask for my worst enemy to go thru this..

 

 so if any get mad of me posted this oh well i just feel so sorry for his family and those kids, i know they might not be his but again he rasied them so they his  in a sense.. I hope the family get the kids and not debbie rowe b/c that sad of a mom that would give them up for money.....

 

 i just wanted  to write how i feel that what a journal for........

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  1. tipperspal

    I'm glad you got your van back. You have been aggravated a long time about that, so I'm glad you got it back.
    I liked Michael Jackson when he was a little boy.
    It's okay to express what you feel about Michaels Jackson. I'm not a fan of his, though I think he was abundantly talented and worked hard for his money. I also think he was a very troubled person and a lot of his troubles came with being famous. The thing I don't like about him was he lied about how many plastic surgeries he had and he also said his children came from his own sperm. He claimed to have vitiligo, but vitiligo will not turn your entire skin white. I think he did that himself. He's stretched the truth a lot, so I wasn't sure what to believe.
    Everyone has their own opinion. I think he was ill and dangerously under weight besides his other problems.
    Anyway, we all are going to have a lot of opinions.
    I saw his Mom once in a bathroom at the Orleans Casino in Las Vegas. She looks like anyone else's Mom. I knew it was her because they had announced she was there attending this particular show. Anyway, the truth may, or may not come out. We'll see.
    It's your journal.....please write what you want to.
    Love you...Judy


    tipperspal

  2. angelina1982

    hi judy that ok, everyone has there opinion and some of michael did hide and lie and like you said he was trouble and i do i belive alot of it steem in child hood from his dad excepting him to bt the best which i knew he did for the rest of the boys, but it was mich voice that made them who there were.

    i think a father that tell they kids to call them joe and no dad what does that tell you!and then beaten them if they didnt get right, that emotiion and physical abuse
    . it one thing if they did something wrong and they deserve a but busting, but they way it was brought out. you can tell it pictures he was never happy around his dad his mom yes. i see why he left his dad out of the will, i would too. there was too much push on these kids

    . the kids couldnt even have a life with girls except gorgety how ever you spelled daughter he was there producer. but the rest they couldnt enjoy being a kid. that i feel so sorry for him.

    on the other hand yes he problay lied about his skin and he probaly did to make him , i cant say the words i want to say, but it like he was doing it for the public, which i think wrong, we dont know what was going in mich head and like that song it doesnt matter if you black or white. maybe he was afraid of loosing his self, i dont know.i just wish michale could of got the help he really needed.

    he had 3 kids he loves to death and gave is money too,which i knew when i seen them i knew the 2 wasnt his. which i not sure about blanket is his b/c that child does has some feature, i cant see up to close yet.

    when i heard paris say hoiw she miss her daddy and she loves him, my heart goes out, that they only dad they knew. for debbie rowe, oh i dont like how she gave them up for money and said that they michale kids and that she didnt want them out of her own mouth ....

    now she thinking of wanting them and not sure what type of mom that either you do or you dont they no thinking it or maybes, that why i know it money that motivates her. so i just hope that the grandma get them or the nanny or even diana ross, b/c if she was a mom she wouldnt never said those words.

    i do know michale did plastic surgery b/c he broke his nose and his dad made remarks of his features that is one hell( sorry) sorry man to say stuff like this to a kid. that why michale probaly did this to try to make him self look perfect and i remeber him saying he a pefecinate, not sure if i spelled this right. so he do it till he get it right. i think michale look fine the way he was not sure what he look like after he broke his nose and burn his hair on the stage, but when he came back he was fine.

    but the thing in the media you always got try to look good for everyone. and michale try to hard to the point that he really started going down hill. that is a shame. like i sai d these kids have suffern thru this and the mom being what she will be.

    yes i hope things will come out for the truth remeber elvis oh my god my grandmothers all cry and cry after him and he was the king of rock and he died of drugs too, and he was absue to his wife and he took stuff and everyone loved him. now he was not my fav, but i do remeber him like some of his songs and i like some of his movies.

    my younger yrs i remebr mich as a kid and the j-5 and they songs abc, i be there. that brought memeories of my grandma back. then thriller came out it was ok i got sick of it and then just stop listeing to him, but then when he died and then the soings from as a child came back then it brought tears, we and michal only 5 yrs a part.

    jkust like when john dever died that was my other one i remeber all his songs,

    i agree with ya judy he work very hard for his money and i think to hard to make him where he at now. just like elvis.I couldnt imiagine sleepless nights he been thru trying to do reheasal, i have problems sleeping too much or cant sleep at all so i cant imagine what he been thru.

    still he took care of the kids with the nanny and took them places and thank god they be well taken care of, i didnt relise that he left child charity 20 percent of his money, how many people do you see do this except people that dont have anything else to do. i was shocked.I do hope they apprecaite what michale given them that alot of money.

    but i know it problay go inot administration handle if you know what i mean. that why be nice to have a for seeer over it. like some they husband or wife for see tese thigs thru or they go that originization and help so they see it go where it suppose to go.

    i hope judy you dont mind me on this length sorry. it just i didnt relise alot of things he done even to the mistakes and things he done
    i will say there one last thing aout there judy and i wont say and i know you know what i talking about. i dont know if that true or not, i never watch the coverage b/c i wasnt inot that. at one time,I heard it it made me hate him at first. then i talk with god and it made me thing i judging this perosn and that not my place,only god and him knws the truth, i hope to god it not, if it was god will deal with it or maybe god and him has talk. i dont know,i really dont know if i want to know.

    there are so many people presidents and congress and movie stars that has done things that has been told and has been hush from affairs, molestation, killing, and of having illgigetimet babies from slave days. everyone want to hush what they can

    then michale it a differnt story. oph well, I not coldolem things he done wrong, but he not the only one and we have to forgive like god forgave us and like mary magalane-

    judy plz dont think i left this for you, i was writting stuff on here for you but also for my self and if other read, so plz dont take this perosnal.judy your my friend. i love ya ..

    michale rest in peace, no one has to comdem you and say how you look, and what type of perosn you are, you was a very specail perosn very talented perosn. you have gave so much to the world and you took you life and devoted it the kids that you took care of, as your own. not many fathers would do this.
    god gave you a voice and now god took you and your in a better place, no more pain michale, no more sleepless nights.

    I just hope the best for those kids and god plz put them in the right place to carring people i trust you will do this ......

    i know you all think i loney.......


    angelina1982

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