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angelina1982
Female, 46, OH
"now less throwing up. cant seem cant stay awake"
1:45am
Journal Entry for April 26, 2007 Mood
Thursday, April 26, 2007
WHY ARE FRIENDS SO HARD TO FIND, I NEVER LIVED IN A PLACE SO ISOTATED LIKE THIS, EVEN THO I WORK, IT LIKE IM A LONER B/C THIS IS A LITTLE TOWN ALL STUCK UP AND IF YOU NOT FROM HERE YOU NOT IN THE CLICK. I HAVE ONE FRIEND HERE BUT SHE CANT TALK MUCH B/C HER FRIEND IS A MAN CONTROLER AND SHE CAN ONLY TALK WHEN HE AT WORK, THIS IS SO SAD WHY PEOPLE HAVE TO GO THUR THIS WORLD, THE WAY I GREW UP MY GRANDMA DID HER THINGS WHERE HER FRIENDS AND GRADPA DID THINGS WITH HIS FRIENDS, SO THEY BOTH HAD FRIENDS AND DDI THNGS WITH, BUT LIKE MY SIUTAION AND MY FRIEND IT LIKE THE MEN IS THE ONLY ONE THAT ARE ALLOWED, BC/ THIS IS A MAN WORLD AND THE MAN DOES HAS HE PLEASE AND WOMAN SUPPOSE BE A HOUSE PERSON, I DONT BELIVE IN THIS, I THINK THAT A WOAMN SHOULD HAVE FRIENDS AS WELL, AND GO TO EAT AND GO TO CHURCH OUTING AND LIEK WHEN THEY HAVE THE WOAMN CHURCH THINGS, I USE TO TRY TO DO THOSE BUT HE SAID NO. OH WELL I GUESS THIS IS ENOUGH, I NEED TO VENT, I AM SO OVER WELMING, I WISH I COULD GO TO HSOPITAL, BUT I KNOW WHAT WOULD HAPPEN HE TAKE THE KIDS AND I NEVER SEE THEM.
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  1. livinginfear

    Try to make your on clic, you should be aloud to do your own thing with out fear of losing your kid's. I know that fear I lived it for 18 years with my ex. I'm here if you need to talk.


    livinginfear

  2. jcraft

    I am living it too, but I have had enough. I am not saying that is what is best for you, but no one should be controlled. You have a spirt that needs to soar. Don't let anyone clip your wings! Joni


    jcraft

  3. tipperspal

    I am your friend Angelina. I feel really mentally sick today and I don't have nearly the problems you have. I'm here for you. WIsh I was closer to you, bless your heart. Love you girl You are a wonderful person and I like you a lot.


    tipperspal

  4. Jackie0669

    Yes,Good friends are hard to find.I only have a few(That i call good-friends)I know what you mean.I live in a small town too.But,I like it here.I've made new friends here.We've lived here for about 2-3 years now.I guess I'm a loner too.Because I'm a Home-Body I love being at home.And I tend to clean more when I'm home alone.But,that's just me.


    Jackie0669

  5. angelina1982

    thanks guys, im so sorry i have casue everyone to worry about me and how i feel im sorrry i dont have a perosn i can talk to and none understand what i go thur, i dont drink, i dont go party, i dont go to bingo, i dont go out and do drugs, hell i dont get timje to my self, i wouldnt know what it be like to have time to my self i just here taking care of my kids and im so loney and deporessesd and in pain and wish i could go back to work, and i all in a hole and dont now how to get out. and thrn have a man to act like this with the kids, how would anyone feel.im sorry if i casue anyone upset with my writtings, i might need help and maybe i bipolar like my child i dont know. i dont have any friends are family to have help with, im so sorry


    angelina1982

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