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Well my dear, we all have those days, but at least when they're over we can forget abt it. You are right with your friend, she has to follow her road in life but at least it doesn't mean you need to lose contact with her

Aah sweety, I sure don't like to read stuff like this. The mother hen in me will worry abt you now. Sorry I'm so late responding to this my DS all of a sudden came thru with all this backlog of messages for me.
Anyway, as far as the never feeling you can let yourself rest how abt if you planned rest time centered around something that makes you feel very happy, any type of thing at all, but something that makes you happy. Any rest time is better then none & who knows once you get into it you might find it easier and easier.

Hey sweetie, just checking to make sure everythings OK with you. Treat yourself as the special person you are my friend, always remember that.