A long time..dont read if #'s trigger u.
January 23, 2009 5:42pm
Well, It's been a long time since I have been on here. So many things have changed in my life and it seems as if I have kind of been …
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Peeba
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About Me
Peeba
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About Me
I have been a music teacher for 7 years, but I just quit. I could not take the stress anymore. I have 3 dogs and they are awesome. My husband is amazing, but I feel bad that he has to deal with my ass. He is a true blessing to me. True quotes I have been told: "You are not fat, you're just built different" "You have J Lo's body" "Baby got back" "You'll always be curvy" "Marlyn Monroe had curves" "I like woman with muscular legs" "I was skinnier than you when I was your age" "Be happy with your shape, I don't like my balding head"
I have been a music teacher for 7 years, but I just quit. I could not take the stress anymore. I have 3 dogs and they are awesome. My husband is amazing, but I feel bad that he has to deal with my ass. He is a true blessing to me. True quotes I have been told: "You are not fat, you're just built different" "You have J Lo's body" "Baby got back" "You'll always be curvy" "Marlyn Monroe had curves" "I like woman with muscular legs" "I was skinnier than you when I was your age" "Be happy with your shape,
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Teaching Music, Cooking, Dogs
Teaching Music, Cooking, Dogs
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Journal Entry for July 20, 2008
July 20, 2008 12:29am
Well, I reached my goal of losing weight, but do you notice the happy meter has not gone up? I havent been on here in a while because I dont …
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June 12, 2008 3:28pm
Caution. Weight mentioned and I'm highly irritated...
I was doing so well and enjoying my photos. I …
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Journal Entry for June 2, 2008
June 2, 2008 1:57am
I am here and still kickin. Still struggle daily w/ Ed, but I guess I have been trying to ignore it. I guess I am just so tired of …
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I just read your profile comment, and some of your support group comments, and what struck me the most of what you mentioned is the fact that at 30 you do not necessarily operate to a personal standard. In other words, at 30, you have not yet reached the conclusion that you are a thoroughly independent thinking human being.
It is a good thing that you look in the mirror at yourself, however what you see as opposed to what I see are clearly two different things. I urge you to take a deeper look at yourself when you admire your reflection, an inner look, because that is where your true beauty lies, and I am sure your opinion of yourself will be a good deal healthier than it currently is.
Congratulations on your pregnancy, I am sure that with the right thinking processess that you will be successful this time in producing a fine new member to the world. YOU are a beautiful person both outside and within, but it matters not what I think, it matters most what you think, just believe me anyway.
Good luck lovely lady, you deserve all the good things that life has to offer.
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peeba, i lov u! its been forever! how r u?!
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Hay peeba,It is so nice to hear from you .I love that avatar picture.You are looking so nice.No i havent been here much at all.But i always check my mail and stuff.I hope things are ok with you.because your a sweet friend,AND I MISS YOU TOO xxx hugs xxxi hope to hear from you again soon.Take care to you ,and all that you are.
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omg its been a very long time!! hugs! i hope ur doin well.
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Ray of Sunshine
Hello Peeba i was thinking how long its ben since i have heard from you.I hope things are ok with you,and wishing you all the best.I am still here if you want to drop a note . big hugs to you and yours..PS. I miss you!
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Support Groups
Close Eating Disorders
I have chewed and spit food since I was 15 and I am now 30.I dont eat and then binge alone.I see a "chunky" girl when I look in the mirror.I think about my goal weight and say in my head over and over...
Treatments
- Organic Diet Somewhat Helpful
- Works if I dont eat any other processed addictive foods
Close Asthma
I never knew I had asthma until I was 23. Everytime I had to run the mile in elementary school, I would throw up afterwards. My PE teacher didnt say anything. I always had trouble working out and everyone has always thought that I was out of shape and not athletic. F- them....
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Open Food Allergies
Type of allergy: Other NutsI am allergic to tree nuts. You cant imagine such a small allergy and how annoying it can be. It seems like every label contains traces of nuts!
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Somewhat Helpful
- It's hard to go out to eat. They always look at me like I'm a picky Bitch and then I end up eating tainted food...
- EpiPen Too Soon to Tell
Open Breakups & Divorce
I am re-married now,but 4 years ago I go divorced.My ex left me on Valentine's Day. He thought he was awesome-lead singer of a band, small town-thought he was awesome.Found out that he was always cheating on me.I was the only one in town that didnt know.What and idiot. After he left me I went crazy partying and dating.I lost a lot of weight then gained it when I went on Paxil-thank God I'm off of that. I am happy now, but think about my divorce almost everyday.
Treatments
- Love Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
I recently have took this one on. I cant stop cleaning and organizing. Everything has to be in place or I cant function. People are just starting to notice.
