angiedarling's Journal

i am so over being stuck on tyler dating and kissing and doing things with amanda. he is free and i am free. i love him dealry but im done being upset. its time to be happy. its time for me to move on. I know there is a better more suitable man out there for me. i know hes waiting and i know he wants me as badly as i want him. I want a man who will wake up before me in the morings. a man who dosnt ever want to leave my side. a kind compassinate good man with goals and a future planned out. i want to be with a man who likes to have fun the way i like to have fun. I want to be with a man who loves me for who i am and who will be his true self no matter what.i am moving on to what is rightfully mine. Tyler is my best friend and i want it to be easy and delightful to hear him and amandas happiness and love and success. i want to be free of jealousy i want to be free of spite i want to be care free and non involved for the most part. but over all i want tylers friendship. I want a good friendship, i want a solid trust worthy friendship. It was nice to spend the night talking to him. its good to talk. it makes all feel better. i am moving on. I am strong there is better and more prefect out there for me. i choose to stick my head up and walk strait. I choose to be happy and complete. i am perfect. i am safe. I am in touch with my inner love, the only love i need to get though this.