angiedarling's Journal

When I was having issues with ty and falling in love with david my intuition was telling me not to hang on to both of them bc i knew somehow id loose both if i straddled the fine line. annd look where im at...boyfriendless. Not that i need a man to make me happy... i love being in love and am going to miss being in love with both of them. well seperately of course. i like that ty knows about david. Takes a huge weight off my shoulders. its july 4 and fireworks strat in an hour. im home alone. ty is coming over to make me some food. idk if we will watch the fireworks. im happy for where i am. and for how far ive come. Im learning. this is life experience. dont ask for life to be easy. ask for it to be worth it. I want to be a homeopathic natrapathic doctor. I have time to do l the things i want in my life. 4th of july means nothing to me. i have realized that tonight. its ok though. i dont mind. mmm i love smoothies. I am a beautiful wonderful person and i love who i am. I am unique and know my place in this world. i stand up for wht is good. Its now july 5th and i choose to move on to a happier state of mind. I am a beutiful woman full of love and life. I am perfec whole and complete exactly as i am. I love who i am and embrace the positive energy all aroud me. i am happy and full of life and love.I only look to the futur and live in the wonderful present. Today i needed to get my chemistry book. I cant so ill have to get it tomorrow before i go into work and get all that stuff and then tomorrow or tonight rather ill have my work clothes ready. my school clothes ready. my books ready. i need a scietific calculator and i need to do my laundrey. I should go to the store and get trail mix and snacks and stuff. i could go tot he store and get ingrediants for sandwhiches and lots of fruit. and water. im going to check my bank acount now. everything is good and all parts of my life are in perfect balance. i have wonderful friends. i am a happy person. I want to get up early everyday :) like at 6. i love angela. I am perfect love and happiness. I am safe. I love marcie shes wonderful. i want to be like her always. happy and full of life.I am vibrant and alive. I am a joyous part of life. my mind is clear and i am beautiful inside and out.i love life. i am wonderful.