angiedarling's Journal

im learning with david how important consistant affection is.at first he couldnt keep his hands off me now he dosnt want to show affection at all..... why not is my question..... i required affection and if i do not recieve it i know im worth more so it will be easy for me to let go. I want to fight for this relationship though. i want him to see the importance and vitality of it and act. david acts quickly and he is smart. He knows how to make up and he knows the ways i like to be pleased. He is very lovey and affectionate. it was interesting that he was at a loss of words when i stood up for myself last night and this morning on the phone. so its smmer and im feeling guilty about sitting on my bed. its nice and windy and i feel like i should be outside. I need friends. I am open to new wonderful friendships. I have many freinds. I deserve love because i am loving and lovable. I have great friendships. all my friends want to hangout with me. I am a happy loving person. I am full of joy and life and love. I am healthy. I am healthy. i am healthy. I am safe. I am perfect whole and complete. I love and approve of myself and trust the process of life. I am safe.