Journal Entry for July 17, 2008
July 17, 2008 2:06pm
I hate feeling so bad every day when I wake up. I wish it would end. Prozac helps, but I was stupid one night and ended up taking them all at once, …
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About Me
JLG0521
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About Me
I'm twenty at Eastern Carolina University. I love being in the marching band, my family, and my friends. I want to become a geriatric physical therapist in order to help those who need it the most.
I'm twenty at Eastern Carolina University. I love being in the marching band, my family, and my friends. I want to become a geriatric physical therapist in order to help those who need it the most.
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I love reading. It's gotten me through many a hard time, transporting me to whatever time and place that I want. I'm a marching pirate and play piccolo, and I love it. I want to be a geriatric physical therapist. I want to live. I want to be happy. Someday...
I love reading. It's gotten me through many a hard time, transporting me to whatever time and place that
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Journal Entry for July 15, 2008
July 15, 2008 11:38am
*Yawn* Is it bad when you think that getting up at ten thirty is early? Zzzz. I'm so tired, but I'm trying to start to get on a better sleep …
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4:37
July 15, 2008 4:47am
Here I am again, up way to late at night, brooding over things I should be able to let go. I feel bad, leaving Stephen in bed again to wake up alone, …
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Kieran
July 10, 2008 2:41am
He left me. Right when I had made the decision to let go of all the things that were hurting us, and to really commit to him. It seems that every …
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Journal Entry for January 5, 2008
January 5, 2008 3:06am
I'm back guys.
It's been a really shitty semester. I failed everything except band and psychology. The only reason I didn't fail …
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hey, i see your doing well. hope u have a great time.
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I've been where you've been and I know it's hard but hey, a random stranger cares enough to send a hug and that's something. We're never quite as alone as we think we are, peace :)
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Thanks & The Same To You. x
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Close Self-Injury
well, have been a self injurer since age ten or eleven and am twenty now. I go through periods of non self injury, and am trying to get to the point where I can just get past it.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- My therapist got me to throw away my *box*- It was a box where I kept all of my materials, gauze, tape, razors and such. I loved it because it was small enough for me to keep in my purse, so I felt safe everywhere I went, knew that I would be able to handle things. I've gotten new razors since.
- Red Marker Somewhat Helpful
- I've used red food dye before, but it stains my skin, which can be embarrassing, so even though it tends to work, I don't do it because of that.
- Talking Not Working
- I try to talk when I get into that zone, but I usually feel so depressed that I feel like what I'm saying can only come off as being melodramatic. I don't want people to think that of me, so I try to keep quiet.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionDepression runs in my family, I've felt the affects of it since I was in the seventh grade.
Treatments
Open Sexual Abuse
When I was around twelve my stepfather began making inappropriate commnents and would make me feel uncomfortable with massages. I thought it was all in my head until he tried to get me drunk and take advantage of me when I was seventeen.
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- I'm able to talk to one of my friends now, on bad nights. He is the only person I've ever really talked to extensively about this.
