Journal Entry for August 29, 2007
I'm sure I owe this to Doug...THANK you DOUG...again!!!!
I am wanting to find friendships with other people who are overweight like myself. Want to start being able to "move" emotionally and physically. Have had some serious things happen over the past 5 years and just can't seem to bounce back. Used to help other people, and now, I can't seem to help myself. I believe in God, but have let Him down in many ways also. Have hobbies: Stamping being number one. I try to come up with things to help me "stop" overeating, but it's not working.
I am wanting to find friendships with other people who are overweight like myself. Want to start being able to "move" emotionally and physically. Have had some serious things happen over the past 5 years and just can't seem to bounce back. Used to help other people, and now, I can't seem to help myself. I believe in God, but have let Him down in many ways also. Have hobbies: Stamping being number one. I try to come up with things to help me "stop" overeating, but it's not working.
I'm sure I owe this to Doug...THANK you DOUG...again!!!!
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I used to like reading your posts, you always seemed so friendly. Hope you are okay and just busy. I did see you are very busy on the internet. Just so you know DS is still here.
Hi, have you heard much about the case of the little girl who died down by Magic road when her dad forced her and her brother to walk after the car got stuck in the snowbank??? They were going to the mother's who was staying at West Magic. Hope all is well otherwise. We had tons of snow and cold that lasted for two weeks to the point you couldn't get around as the roads weren't plowed. It's finally almost gone!!! blessings. jean
you are in my prayers
HUGS HUGS HUGS how u been doing?? what u been up to? ready for Christmas?
THANKS
I am 55 years old.
My husband is an American citizen.
I weight 302 and a half. Started having few crisis, "marriage", etc... I started turning to food "any" kind of food to kill the pain, numb the anger, keep myself feeling better.. When my cupbards are getting low on things, I panick, wanting to go to the grocery store to stock up, and "then" I feel better.. It's so compulsive and if anyone tells me what I should do, even if I didn't think of doing before hand, I will do exactly what they said I shouldn't do, (eating something).
Have become like a "Monk" almost...getting a little concerned.
Have had IBS for years...and have had a few "accidents" to which I'm not even wanting to go into.. I was put on some medication that required 3 pills a day, but when I took one (not ever liking to have to take pills to begin with), a day, then...it helped...so my bottle lasted a "long" time.lol When I went back for a refill I found out that they had recalled the medicine as it had caused deaths. Then a new pill came out, to which I skipped it, and I notice it's been recalled as well..
Man came upon my property and made a remark to me about being with a hispanic man, he used his sources in public office to make my life a living hell for 5 years...still reeling from it...
Don't get along with family members...
I don't know how to explain this, but after watching "Monk" on t.v., I actually can relate to some of his feelings..at odd times things don't bother me, and then a day comes when it bothers me...silly things...