Journal Entry for August 10, 2009
I didn't work out yesterday AND I ate Chinese...I feel gross today! :( I nee to learn when my body is saying I am way too tired to work …
I am a mother of 2 great children, I work as a customer service rep. and I am also a massage therapist (recently graduated) I love being a mom, playing with my kids, nature, camping, horseback riding, farming, TN- I used to live in Maryville, TN for a time and I miss it soooooo much. One day I am going back there to build my dream log home, but until then, here I am in MI. If you ever want to chat, my MSN messenger is massage_queen_jessi@hotmail.com
I am a mother of 2 great children, I work as a customer service rep. and I am also a massage therapist (recently graduated) I love being a mom, playing with my kids, nature, camping, horseback riding, farming, TN- I used to live in Maryville, TN for a time and I miss it soooooo much. One day I am going back there to build my dream log home, but until then, here I am in MI. If you ever want to chat, my MSN messenger is massage_queen_jessi@hotmail.com
I didn't work out yesterday AND I ate Chinese...I feel gross today! :( I nee to learn when my body is saying I am way too tired to work …
Okay...so 10 wierd facts about me...as if I am not strange enough lol
1. I am allergic to catapillars.
2. I don't like bugs, but …
Thanks to all of you for your thoughts and prayers when I needed it most. God bless.
Just when I thought it couldn't get worse....
My daughter's grandfather died this morning. Meaning my ex (her father's) …
I have been overweight my entire life, since about age 3, when I had my daughter, I decided that it would motivate me to change and lose the weight for her. When that did not happen for me, I started having a lot of guilt which led to eating, which led to more guilt...etc. I know I am the only one who can do anything, and I am very very scared, and I have a lot of emotional issues that I need to bypass before I can lose the weight, these things are why I am having so much trouble.
It all comes down to the stress, and being overweight.
I just got married in Feb. 2008, already lonely because my husband works another shift and we never see each other much. All my friends have pretty much moved on because I am the only married mom of the group.