Journal Entry for June 23, 2007
June 23, 2007 10:06am
He's leaving today...for good...I wrote him this:Oh how time mocks us,Its tormenting ticks are well planned tricks,Stolen seconds and forgotten …
DustyLemon
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About Me
DustyLemon
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About Me
Im a television student at university, Coming into my 3rd year. I have a mum, stepdad and brother, and a niece. I like almost anything as long as it doesnt upset anyone. Ive had, as most people, a troubled past. I lost my father the day b4 my 18th, though he was an evil man so I have conflicting emotions. Ive got post-operative depression, ive had 7 operations on my hip, I suffer from CDH...and Ive never found another peson to share the experiences with. A friend at school lied to me about awful thins and eer since then Ive found it hard to trust people, as well as making friends, let alone keep hold of them. Ive recently been living in an awful university house and have been threatend by the other occupiers, all because I was in a relationship...if u can call it that...with one of them, and they all took his side of getting with someone else and not telling me. That happend in January, around the time of my 21st (yes my birthdays are memorable), 6 months on and Im still not over what happend. I cant remember the last time I was truely happy, Im miserable and dnt want to be here anymore. If my mum wasnt here I doubt I would be either...
Im a television student at university, Coming into my 3rd year. I have a mum, stepdad and brother, and a niece. I like almost anything as long as it doesnt upset anyone. Ive had, as most people, a troubled past. I lost my father the day b4 my 18th, though he was an evil man so I have conflicting emotions. Ive got post-operative depression, ive had 7 operations on my hip, I suffer from CDH...and Ive never found another peson to share the experiences with. A friend at school lied to me about awful
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Art, cinema, poetry, blah blah blah...
Art, cinema, poetry, blah blah blah...
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Journal Entry for June 20, 2007
June 20, 2007 5:56pm
Im sat in my room, feeling awful...I had another argument with my ex (if u can call him that, hes a housemate and we used to sleep together, it …
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“May you have love that never ends, lots of money and lots of friends. Health be yours, whatever you do and may God send many blessings to you.” Irish Blessings
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I hope you're doing well. I've been thinking of you.
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Your poem makes me want to hug you. You write very well.
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I can so relate to your bio. I've been depressed for many years too. I lost my dad 2 years ago and I also have mixed emotions about his death because he could be a very cruel man. I'm just sending you a big hug to let you know that you are not alone.
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Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionIve been depressed almost as long as I can remember. Ive lost my dad the day before my 18th, though he wasnt the nicest of people so theres conflicting emothios. I suffer with CDH and have never met anyone with the same condition. Ive recently been, well basically..'dumped' but it wasnt a relationship in the true sense so no feels I can be upset about it... Im really low and dont want to be here anymore.
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- I increased tho dose, didnt work, now ive come off them...weird side effects.
