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9/11 Mood
Thursday, September 11, 2008
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Two days ago I read in the local paper of a six year old who had lost her battle with brain cancer.  Can you imagine your entire lifetime only encompassing six years - and then a couple of those having been spent being sick?

 

And most must by now be well acquainted with the horrific story out of Austria and the Fritzl woman who was entombed in a cellar for 24 years and who bore eight children after becoming impregnated by own father who had imprisoned her there.

 

Today I see this story of a man I've followed through the news the past couple of years.

 

Sgt. Merlin German, Marine burned in Iraq, dies:

 

More than a year after Sgt. Merlin German nearly died in a roadside bombing in Iraq, his hands burned into nubs and his body in a wheelchair, he resolved to walk into his San Antonio church on his own two feet.

His mother, Lourdes German, who had been "his hands and feet" since that day in February 2005, worried but knew it would be so. "Everything he did, he did himself," Lourdes German, 54, said. "That parish was just overjoyed. The pastor even stopped preaching to welcome Merlin."

Her vigil over her son ended April 11, when German, 22, died unexpectedly in San Antonio after a surgery to graft skin onto his lip. "Even with pain in my heart, I have to keep putting one foot in front of the other," she said.
 
Lord forgive me for those times I feel sorry for myself.  Help me to remember stories such as these that are repeated thousands of times around the world everyday.  Please help me to be thankful for all that you have given me and to appreciate every single second of my time on earth as if each was my last - to appreciate every breath as if each was my last - to appreciate every loved one as if I might never see them again.  Thank you for all the blessings you have bestowed upon me.  Though you have placed burdens and hurdles in my life that have been difficult to overcome there are always so many others in much worse pain than myself. 
Please watch over them dear Lord and give them comfort and strength and forgive me for butting in line with my own supposed problems when there are so many others ahead of me with much more pressing needs.
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Journal Entry for February 3, 2008 Mood
Sunday, February 3, 2008

I become weary with those so wrapped up in their own grief that they fail to realize that others hurt too.  Those who look at loss as a reason to assume center stage.  When someone dies they leave behind many relationships - spouse, child, best friends, long ago acquaintances or sweethearts, co-workers, neighbors, classmates, etc.  Bottom line is we all grieve in one way or another for so many different people who come and go into our lives.  Leave a bit of consideration for them all and don't "hog all the air from the room" looking for compassion from others.

 

 

I become weary of those who promise to put life on a new pathway and not only fail miserably but do so almost daily.  These empty pledges/attempts aren't a commitment to themselves or those they ask to help them along in their struggle.  People need to try harder.  It's not good enough to come back day after day and said you screwed up again.  It means you never really even tried too hard to begin with.   My cup of compassion no longer runneth over - it's run pretty dry at the empty words.

 

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  1. livin4thefuture

    My heart truely goes out to you in your time of loss. i wish there was more i could say and do to help you feel my care and concern and compassion. All i can do is offer my friendship, prayers and words. Oh, and many "cyber hugs" as well.


    livin4thefuture

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