lilval30's Journal

I am so extremely sad today.  Possibly more sader than I were a couple of days ago.  I've been spending time with my sweetie and he's been given less than a week to live.  I see his pain more than I've seen it before.  He know and understand what is about to happen to him but it's going to hurt me even more when I want to call and he won't be there to answer. 

I wonder what is going to happen to me during this difficult time in my life.  Not having him is going to be like missing a twin or left leg.  But at the same time I know that I am going to make it - it's just going to take a little time that's all.