Journal Entry for October 12, 2009
I relapsed onto the glue. But only one tube. Been doing alright thought, lots of appointments. I stopped taking my pills and had nightmares last …
I relapsed onto the glue. But only one tube. Been doing alright thought, lots of appointments. I stopped taking my pills and had nightmares last …
I picked up my 'tickets' today! very exciting and I am going to buy my suitcase tomorow. I am very scared of being fat even though I know I …
I told my two friends that I might be pregnant and they replies.."well uhhhm actually same"
so yesterday we brought tests and none of us is …
I might be pregnant. He told me it was safe and he knew when to withdraw. but theres always a but because Ive been talking to another guy friend …
I havn't written in here much..Uhm so I went to my doctor on the friday just been because I was loosing control again, she got my hospital …
Hey there, yea my new meds are finally working againi, and ive still got thew eight with me from the olanzipine but starting to lose it slowly, you still on olanzipine? hope your doing ok, liz x
Unrest of spirit is a mark of life; one problem after another presents itself and in the solving of them we can find our greatest pleasure.
Kal Menninger
Sorry I have not been on, my wifes car wreck has had me working almost nonstop. I want to be online more but it just isn't possible right now. I miss chatting with you.
Hello DolI!
Howz things? Hope you're well.
Hope your having a good weekend :)
Progress
25 %
I usually go for days restricting then end up binging and hating myself. Its always on my mind.
I said to my mother that I have a girlfriend..she said "oh..okay" and we haven't talked about it any more.
Out at school. Out with all my mates. Out on the internet just not with family. I don't see it as being a big deal anymore.
Been cutting since i was 11, It's so tempting even after all this time. It feels like my closest friend I havn't had a visit though for about 2 months.
I think I'm a bit transgender..maybe..but anyway I have a friend who is transgender and I support him.
I am lacto-ove vegetarian although I try avoid eggs. Have been for about 4 years.
Clemintine, Gurtrude, Rosie, Harry, Little duck, Samson, White tip, coconut and whilber. (chickens, ducks, cat and rabbit). I rescue battery hens and they take a while to recover and grow feathers again but are left with permanent health damage etc liver cancer..
I am vegetarian but I don't eat many vegetables or much..Im always sleepy and want to try eat more fresh vegetables. (eating out of a can doesn't apeal to me.)
My Father
I'm so fed up with this dark mood all the time.
I'm just so alone. Feels like I am numb everyday.
First got high off glue september 2008,used heavily until I was having seizures and going unconcious, then used petrol..Been off the horrible stuff for 3 weeks. I am beating it.