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  • About Me

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    mahalarose

    17
    Wellington, NZL
    Member since June 20, 2007

  • Journal

    • Journal Entry for October 12, 2009

      Mood October 12, 2009 2:39pm

      I relapsed onto the glue. But only one tube. Been doing alright thought, lots of appointments. I stopped taking my pills and had nightmares last …
    • Journal Entry for September 28, 2009

      Mood September 28, 2009 7:49pm

      I picked up my 'tickets' today! very exciting and I am going to buy my suitcase tomorow. I am very scared of being fat even though I know I …

    • Journal Entry for September 9, 2009

      Mood September 9, 2009 7:01pm

      I told my two friends that I might be pregnant and they replies.."well uhhhm actually same"

      so yesterday we brought tests and none of us is …

    • Journal Entry for August 31, 2009

      Mood August 31, 2009 4:05am

      I might be pregnant. He told me it was safe and he knew when to withdraw. but theres always a but because Ive been talking to another guy friend …
    • 24.8.09

      Mood August 23, 2009 11:16pm

      I havn't written in here much..Uhm so I went to my doctor on the friday just been because I was loosing control again, she got my hospital …

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    • Hug

      From lizzie17 Today

      Hey there, yea my new meds are finally working againi, and ive still got thew eight with me from the olanzipine but starting to lose it slowly, you still on olanzipine? hope your doing ok, liz x

    • Flower

      From rennikc October 23

      Unrest of spirit is a mark of life; one problem after another presents itself and in the solving of them we can find our greatest pleasure.
      Kal Menninger

    • Hug

      From rennikc August 28

      Sorry I have not been on, my wifes car wreck has had me working almost nonstop. I want to be online more but it just isn't possible right now. I miss chatting with you.

    • Moment of Peace

      From nycflyer August 21

      Hello DolI!
      Howz things? Hope you're well.

    • Ray of Sunshine

      From stardust400 May 30

      Hope your having a good weekend :)

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  • Goals

    Progress

    25 %

    Goal End Date is Sep 1, 09 83 days ago.
    Current Weight (Lbs)
    131
  • Support Groups

    • Close Eating Disorders
      Type: Bulimia

      I usually go for days restricting then end up binging and hating myself. Its always on my mind.

    • Close Coming Out

      I said to my mother that I have a girlfriend..she said "oh..okay" and we haven't talked about it any more.

    • Open Gay & Lesbian Teens

      Out at school. Out with all my mates. Out on the internet just not with family. I don't see it as being a big deal anymore.

      Treatments

      Writing Working / Worked
    • Open Self-Injury

      Been cutting since i was 11, It's so tempting even after all this time. It feels like my closest friend I havn't had a visit though for about 2 months.

      Treatments

      Psychotherapy Not Working
      I had I think 4 counselars, I found it hard to be honest so talking didn't help.
      Red Marker Working / Worked
      I did this one time from advice of an adult and ended up with cuts with healed red into them.
      Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
      I wore a big thickone around my wrist at school for a while. It did help.
      Talking Working / Worked
      I talk in the form of my poetry and sometimes in therapy but I prefer to keep it to myself.
      Tattoos Considering
      I plan to get a rose vine trailing up my wrist.
    • Open Transgender

      I think I'm a bit transgender..maybe..but anyway I have a friend who is transgender and I support him.

    • Open Vegetarians & Vegans
      Type: Vegetarian

      I am lacto-ove vegetarian although I try avoid eggs. Have been for about 4 years.

      Treatments

      Patience Working / Worked
      lernaing about waht is in foods has helped me to become a better vegetarian
    • Open Pet Bereavement

      Clemintine, Gurtrude, Rosie, Harry, Little duck, Samson, White tip, coconut and whilber. (chickens, ducks, cat and rabbit). I rescue battery hens and they take a while to recover and grow feathers again but are left with permanent health damage etc liver cancer..

    • Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges

      mahalarose hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Healthy Eating

      I am vegetarian but I don't eat many vegetables or much..Im always sleepy and want to try eat more fresh vegetables. (eating out of a can doesn't apeal to me.)

    • Open Family Issues

      My Father

      Treatments

      Family Therapy Not Working
      Never did work as he was too "busy" to turn up to the meetings.
      Music Somewhat Helpful
      I try to block him out with music but then I always need to hear incase he says my name wanting to yell at me more.
      Talking Not Working
      He always brings up my selfharm as an excuse for him to be angry. What he says in a rage does hurt but itsonly once been physical thank god.
      Writing Working / Worked
      I have a journal of years painfully describing my feelings and his.
    • Open Teen Sexuality

      mahalarose hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Family & Friends of Cancer Patients

      mahalarose hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Depression - Teen

      I'm so fed up with this dark mood all the time.

      Treatments

      Art Somewhat Helpful
      Used to paint and draw but it only brings back memories.
      Music Working / Worked
      loud
      Psychotherapy Not Working
      Went and I found it totally frustrating.
      Writing Somewhat Helpful
      poetry
    • Open Loneliness

      I'm just so alone. Feels like I am numb everyday.

    • Open Inhalant Abuse & Recovery

      First got high off glue september 2008,used heavily until I was having seizures and going unconcious, then used petrol..Been off the horrible stuff for 3 weeks. I am beating it.

      Treatments

      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      Yeah its worked but only because I let it.
      Cold Turkey Somewhat Helpful
      This was my only way to stop. As the time gets longer away from glue it is easier.
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