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startingover76 
8:50pm, October 7, 2008
i swear better days have to be coming. My therapist is really worried because I have put all my cards on the table hoping to get this new job. I am sure I am going to get it, but there is always that slight chance...and it will be disappointing, but if worse comes to worst then, I go back to my old job in a different store, maybe with a demotion, and keep looking. I decided not to do the shock treatments. I realized why I was so down this week was hormonal. I didn't feel those female changes when I was on the Paxil, and so I hadn't felt them in months, but since my doc changed it to zoloft, they were there full on. I asked him to put me back on the Paxil, and he did, but he is still pushing the treatments. It is just so scary, and I really don't want to go back to that top floor for another day, let alone a week. All I can say right now, is that I pray that things will be on the upturn next week one way or another, and like I said, it can't get worse!
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please get some help from hormones before shock.
men just don't get it
we do much better with hormones
i can send you info from my gyn about hormones if you send me your me
i am up to almost 2 months. check out the web site www.outoftheshadows.com
it is working to get people to understand epilepsy it is from a rock star yea
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