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startingover76 
8:50pm, October 7, 2008
today we took down the Christmas decorations. that was a little bittersweet. It was such a good holiday. and now it is over. My dad is out buying me cigarettes because I can not afford to pay for them. I still haven't received a disability check. I bet I won't. I will not see any money until i start my new job. That is hard for me. If I would have known that this was going to happen, I would not have spent all the money I did buying Christmas presents, and all the high end skin care I bought for my New Year's resolution, which was to use products that will make me feel better about myself, and not feel like I am just covering up imperfections, but for the imperfections to not be there. It is all working great, but if I would have known I would be down to nothing in the account, I would have never done it. My counselor told me not to beat myself up because I was doing things to improve myself, and to feel better about me. And I do know that one way or another, money always works itself out. But, I'm not used to not having any, that's for sure. Not sure how I'm feeling today, I guess I am happy I have such great family, and a warm home to live in, a meal to eat. And I know things will turn around, so I guess my feeling is hopeful...ther's no smiley for that, so I guess I'm in the middle.
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so glad that your looking for the positives in life...good for you!!!! i wish more people could be like you.....lots of love...jann
jann