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startingover76 
8:50pm, October 7, 2008
I'm back!
Well, things haven't went so well. I was called by the lady who was running my training program, well, she asked if I helped the other guy pass the test. I had to be honest. he was going to fail, and I couldn't let that happen, so I helped him on a few questions. Well, that meant I received a written warning, and was kicked out of the program. That night I took all of my pills, and layed down for about 10 minutes, then decided I just couldn't do that to mom and down. I wanted to drive somewhere, but I was all reay to out of it to walk. So, I was in ICU for a few days, then the psych unit for a week, and on leave ever since. Obviously my career is over, so I have been job searching, and I have a veru good chance on getting a great job in an industry that I love. But, now, I have to go to councelling 3 times a week, because I have tried to die twice this year. I can't wait til this year is over, so I can start a new one!
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Hi sweetie,
This year is almost gone and 2008 will be a good one for all of us who deal with constant challenges.
I wish you get the job you want and like. Helping the guy wasnt bad, actually it shows how sweet you are. Those people are the ones who are loosing a good and compassionate worker. too bad for them!
Pls keep us posted about the job search, okay?
hugs,
gaby
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