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startingover76 
8:50pm, October 7, 2008
Long day today in a way. I got off my real job at 2 because I ran out of things to do and was about bored to tears. I had my therapist at 4...that went REALLY well, psychiatrist at 5:15, then my support group at 6. Those girls bring me to tears when I get done. i can feel their pain, cause everything they are going through at home, I went through or felt that way. But, I asked them how they were feeling about the group, and they all said they loved it, and found it helpful. So, that was good news. My therapist asked if I still needed her, and I really had to think about it. I also thought about seeing if I still needed meds, but I decided that I will be going through a lot of transitions in the next 6 months or so, and I decided to keep doing the every 2 weeks thing with my therapist, and once a month with the psychiatrist. And staying on the meds...I don't know if I need them or not, but they are only $24 a month, and I don't feel medicated, so if they are not helping me, or if they are, it's no big deal. I haved decided that I have developed allergies. It's harvest time here, and I think the 8 years I spent in North Carolina made me sensitive to all this dust. So, I was wrong in blaming my niece for a cold, cause I believe it is allergies...great another pill! Oh well, whatever it takes.
Hugs to all!
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God Bless that you are doing so much better. Keep seeing your therapist even if you think you cand do with out the help. God Bless you daily my friend. Life isn't easy ask me. ~~~Suzanne
ssuba
You are truly a success story. You can give those girls hope. You are doing the right thing by giving back to others. You have a special place upstairs. :-)
turquoise
i think that you made the right decision to stay on your meds, a time of stress and change is not the best time to stop, as im sure you know....you sound better today....your doing great, keep up the fight....lots of love....jann
jann