startingover76's Journal

4 day weekend, here I am.  I am so excited to go visit with my sister and neices, and have a mini vacation.  I know I have had alot of time off with all of my bad luck this year, but I haven't had a real vacation since New Years's and it was here in this house!  My ex fiance and I came here so he could ask for my hand.  You know, that is something I have been trying to figure out...they say what you do on New Years's is what you will do the rest of the year...well, I ended up living here...I wonder what that means for him?  Just something weird to think about.  I was really sad to leave the store today.  I felt like I was really making some close bonds, and then I had to leave.  But who knows, maybe after my training they will send me back there.  As of right now, I don't have a clue where I will be going after the 8 weeks is up.  I have such a good feeling about my career, and a few possibilities on a love life, and now I just have to find out where my job will be so I can get my sorry butt out of the parents house and let them enjoy their retirement...all though I think they like having me here, when I am ACTUALLY here, which with my schedule isn't often.  Guys, I can't tell you enouugh how nice it is to fell happy...I mean really happy.   I have issues just like anyone else, but I am HAPPY.  And if I can do it anyone can.  In May I was literally at the bottom of the barrell with no peep hole to see out of, and I made it out, and I have truly never felt this strong, independant, and yes HAPPY in my life.  I am where I am supposed to be, I am living the life I was supposed to live, and what else could I ask for?

Hugs to all!