sassafrastea's Journal

He's gone couple weeks now.. and i don't miss him.. not even one tiny bit..  i feel free to be me again.. i can smile and laugh again..  and with the one i love who makes me feel SO LOVED every day.. i can hardly believe that i am capable of feeling this way! We had such a wonderful weekend together.. went blueberry picking, made a nice dinner for her, yesterday went for a ride on the blue ridge parkway then up to see one of the mtns... and last night played scrabble.. haven't done that in ages!!

He is back up north living with mommy and daddy and annoying his old friends (who have families now) i'm sure...  he continues to blame me for everything.. either i'm going thru a 'midlife crisis' or that 'i've gone off the deepend' .. and you know what? thats ok... if it helps him move on and get past this then so be it! i just dont care what he says or does anymore.. i'm moving past this too..