Life is Good!
He's gone couple weeks now.. and i don't miss him.. not even one tiny bit.. i feel free to be me again.. i can smile and laugh …
After about 3 years of trying to 'fix' things in my marriage... i realized that it can not be fixed.. i am the one that needs to be fixed...i need to regain myself back and start living again for me! Start taking myself back for a change. Surround myself with supportive, caring people... i feel like i'm on the right path and i'm going to take my time getting there. I have seperated from H now and life is becoming more pleasant again. I have someone new in my life who lifts me up instead of pulling me down and i am so lucky for that. my new journey has begun......and i'm looking forward to life again.. i know there will always be pitfalls but i know i can handle them and still be standing..
After about 3 years of trying to 'fix' things in my marriage... i realized that it can not be fixed.. i am the one that needs to be fixed...i need to regain myself back and start living again for me! Start taking myself back for a change. Surround myself with supportive, caring people... i feel like i'm on the right path and i'm going to take my time getting there. I have seperated from H now and life is becoming more pleasant again. I have someone new in my life who lifts me up instead of pulling
Going to rediscover what those interest are again.. its been so long i'd forgotton!
Going to rediscover what those interest are again.. its been so long i'd forgotton!
He's gone couple weeks now.. and i don't miss him.. not even one tiny bit.. i feel free to be me again.. i can smile and laugh …
He's finally gone!!! and not without a bang either.. past couple days he's been stirring up trouble via his parents.. them telling him we …
He leaves tomorrow morning.. then he's flying back monday to rent a moving truck and leaving Tuesday for good.. and i won't be able to breath …
i'm so mentally and emotionally exhausted from all this.. can't wait for it to be over ...in 4 days he leaves with his truck.. then he's …
... till he's gone for good!!.. two days after that i fly out to see my girl, spend a couple days alone just the two of us... then …
I will have a good weekend DAMMIT! lol....and I hope to do both, get the van fixed AND see Joe. That's the plan anyway....lol...you have a good one too.
Honestly, Not very well. but ok i guess.
lol...no worries...hope your weekend is wonderful....my weekend will consist of trying to get my van running...hopefully it will be fixed tonight but I'm not holding my breath...If it is, I might run down to Chatt Town to see my man...if not, I'm gonna try to get him to come up and see me....I hate this long distance crap...it's very wearing on my nerves...Gotta get to work...{{{Hugs}}}
Hey Stranger, how u doin?
lol...that last hug was in response to your status of "first anniversary without the bastard"....lol..It was a little late apparently....lmao...
15 year marriage / 20 years together..he's obsessed w/porn and is a MAJOR non communicator.. we've fallen out of love and i'm searching for a way to repair this relationship.