Life is Good!
He's gone couple weeks now.. and i don't miss him.. not even one tiny bit.. i feel free to be me again.. i can smile and laugh …
After about 3 years of trying to 'fix' things in my marriage... i realized that it can not be fixed.. i am the one that needs to be fixed...i need to regain myself back and start living again for me! Start taking myself back for a change. Surround myself with supportive, caring people... i feel like i'm on the right path and i'm going to take my time getting there. I have seperated from H now and life is becoming more pleasant again. I have someone new in my life who lifts me up instead of pulling me down and i am so lucky for that. my new journey has begun......and i'm looking forward to life again.. i know there will always be pitfalls but i know i can handle them and still be standing..
After about 3 years of trying to 'fix' things in my marriage... i realized that it can not be fixed.. i am the one that needs to be fixed...i need to regain myself back and start living again for me! Start taking myself back for a change. Surround myself with supportive, caring people... i feel like i'm on the right path and i'm going to take my time getting there. I have seperated from H now and life is becoming more pleasant again. I have someone new in my life who lifts me up instead of pulling
Going to rediscover what those interest are again.. its been so long i'd forgotton!
Going to rediscover what those interest are again.. its been so long i'd forgotton!
He's gone couple weeks now.. and i don't miss him.. not even one tiny bit.. i feel free to be me again.. i can smile and laugh …
He's finally gone!!! and not without a bang either.. past couple days he's been stirring up trouble via his parents.. them telling him we …
He leaves tomorrow morning.. then he's flying back monday to rent a moving truck and leaving Tuesday for good.. and i won't be able to breath …
i'm so mentally and emotionally exhausted from all this.. can't wait for it to be over ...in 4 days he leaves with his truck.. then he's …
... till he's gone for good!!.. two days after that i fly out to see my girl, spend a couple days alone just the two of us... then …
Yep. It sure is. But that's the path we are on so we gotta take the good with the bad...
It's been a rollercoaster so far....How about you? Things getting better in your world?
Absolutely!! :)
Aww, thank you! I'm happy for us too. God knows what he's doing even when we don't. :)
lol...pretty crazy right?
15 year marriage / 20 years together..he's obsessed w/porn and is a MAJOR non communicator.. we've fallen out of love and i'm searching for a way to repair this relationship.