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FOR THOSE OF U FEW SELECT FRIENDS THAT R KEEPING TRACK OF ME,, STILL SAME OLE SAME OLE HERE
IT KILLS ME TO TYPE, PUTS SO MUCH PRESSURE ON ARMS AND SHOULDERS I CANT STAND IT.
PAIN FROM INJECTIONS R STILL THE SAME.
I GO TO THE DR. WED AND AM NOT LEAVING HIS OFFICE UNTIL I GET SOME PAIN RELIEF, AND AT THIS POINT DONT CARE WHAT IT IS.
IVE NOT SLEPT IN WEEKS, OTHER THAN A FEW DAYS I SLEPT FOR LIKE 3 DAYS MOST OF EACH DAY.
PAIN IS UNTOLERABLE,, IM USING TENS MACHINE, ICE, MINERAL ICE, AND LIDODERM PATCHES, PLUS MY FEW MEDS,
2 VICODIN EVERY 4 HOURS WERE NOT TOUCHING THE PAIN SO I QUIT TAKING THEM.
I WILL HOPEFULLY HAVE A POSITIVE UPDATE AFTER MY DOC APT. WED.
I WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE MORE INJECTIONS WED. BUT CALLED AND TALKED TO THE NURSE AND TOLD HER I WASNT GOING TO HAVE THEM THIS APT. AND THAT I WANT TO TALK TO THE DOC ABOUT THESE PAINFUL SPOTS FROM THE INJECTIONS THAT I CANT TOLERATE. I DONT THINK THIS NURSE THAT RELAYS ALL MY MESSAGES TO AND FROM THE DOC,, I REALLY DONT THINK SHE TRULLY GETS IT OR UNDERSTANDS EXACTLY JUST HOW MUCH PAIN I AM IN,, ALL SHE SAYS IS YA THAT PAIN OR THIS OR THAT IS NORMAL.. U CANNOT FLIPPIN TELL ME THAT THIS PAIN I AM EXPERIENCING 4+WEEKS PAST INJECTION DATE IS NORMAL.. HELL NO... CANT BE POSSIBLE OR NO ONE WOULD GET A 2ND OR 3RD SET OF INJECTIONSS AFTER THE FIRST.
SO ME AND MY DR. R GOING TO HAVE A COME TO JESUS MEETING AND GET RIGHT DOWN TO BUSINESS BCAUSE AT THIS POINT I DONT GIVE A RATS ASS ABOUT A SINGLE SOLID THING IN MY LIVE, OTHER THAN NOT BEING ABLE TO TOLERATE THIS ANYMORE I WANT TO GIVE UP.
WISH ME LUCK WED AND PRAY THAT HE TRULY GETS JUST HOW MUCH PAIN IM IN,,, I DONT THINK MY PAIN HAS EVER BEEN QUITE THIS BAD...
IF ITS A BAD DOC APT. IM SURE I WILL END UP IN A STRAIGHT JACKET TIED TO A METAL POST OR SOMETHING OF THAT SORT.
HUGS TO U ALL... THANKS FOR ALL THE HUGS AND PMS... I DIDNT GO THRU ANY PMS AND BRIEFLY GLANCED THRU MY HUGS.
I CANT TYPE MUCH... AM OFF TO TRY TO SLEEP
LUV U ALL... THOSE OF U THAT HAVE ALWAYS BEEN CLOSE TO ME AND HAVE STUCK AROUND AND CHECKED ON ME IN MY ABSENSE I THANK U IMMENSLY FOR THAT.. I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL AND DS OFTEN..
HUGS
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hey..i guess i'm one of the select few...(lol) glad to hear from you. Not glad that you are still having so much pain. I hope they are able to help you Wednesday.
kajunaire
I will keep you in my thoughts & prayers Sandy.
LesleeJay
I will pray for you too! I miss your hilarious journal entries and I wish I could call your doctor and tell him to HELP you. No one should have to live like that. I recently had an injection go wrong and I know that feeling of complete helplessness. Love you, babe. I just hate this for you....
AmandaJane7
I knew you were having a hard time I understand I just pray they can get to the bottom of what is going on after the injections and they better give you some stronger pain meds you should not have to live another day in that much pain how is your family doing? I will say a prayer for you my friend.. I miss you tons and Good luck on wed. love ya, hugs, Jody
jodsterrocks
Good luck on Wednesday with the doctor. You are right, if the injections were supposed to be that bad then no one would keep going back for more! the whole idea is that treatment should help improve your condition, not worsen it! Thinking of you.
nessnz