Journal

Well things are better then where I was when I first set this goal. My mind is recovering from the surgery and I have noticed my skills returning. While I am not at the point that I can return to teaching because my memory is still very poor I am hoping that with continuing to work on them that that will allow me to build the self confidence back as well.

Well I am finally starting to come around somewhat. I have started to manage my daily functions better then I did before. My biggest fear that I am looking at is the upcoming holidays. We always did a lot as a family over the holidays so it is going to seem really strange without my baby around. My oldest boy is now on his own and I don't know what he plans on doing yet. I have been following some of the entries and hope all is well.

I have been doing alot of evaluating since all has happened over the last four months and have realize just how well I have recovered from the surgery and the decrease in meds has also helped.