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Indigo 
Greetings All, Back Again ,I really Missed All of You & This Site. Today I was Making New Appointment to see a Thrapist & Start Groups Again, Getting more & More Depressed day by day. M & I are having problems(Please do Not mention it to her if she gets on here to tell you if I`m Hospitalized again. Getting OverWhelmed ya know? I Hate it When I Whine.........,I Hate to Bother Everone here with my troubles,I`m so Embaressed & SORRY! Well Moving On......... How about something Positive that happened to me Recently? ~ I went to the Hos. to get my knees X-Rayed. after I Fell cause they were so swollen. And Afterwards I Met this Delightful Lady of 80 who was Sitting Looking Somewhat Lost And I Smiled at her & started talking to her about this & that (She wanted to talk) Lonly & Lost I Think.Anyway I started talking about The Amazing Things they have for Sale in Most Hospital Gift Shops and for the most part Very Reasonable Prices, And she gave me this Sad Smile & said I have No One to Buy For and I Said YES You Do Then she said Who To Which I Replyed Y O U ! You need to buy Something for Yourself Every Now & Then Cause Your Special Too.She Gave me that Same Sad Smile and made a money motion with hands as in No money and I asked her if she`d ever been to a $1;00 Store "Not in a very Long Time" What could I Buy there and I said you can get Nice smelling Soaps,Staionart,, A Journel,towels,Lotions,Bath bubbles,pretty Smelling body Spay and she Brightened and said I Would love that but My Husbands dying and I should`nt spend any money. I then got a $1;00 out of my purse & handed it too her & Said It`s on Me. She got tears in her eyes and said ooh thats so nice of you But I Should`nt take your Money And You`ve Been so Kind already And I Took her hands & said If ya want to Make My Day,Please Take my $1'00 and buy yourself a gift a the dollar store Please. She Got up & Hugged me then stepped back & put her Hand on my Face telling me I was an Angel & I`d really Helped her ,made her Feel like someone Cared & I SAid I do Care,Remember that when you spray your body Spray.We Exchanged address`s & Phone #`s. I`ve Already called her & sent her a Card,Her Husband dyed a week ago. When she Put her hand on my face the way sge did it made me Remember my grandma & my step brothers mother in law who both used to put their hands on my face Just Like That.It Made me Feel so Good to see her Smile & to be "touched in that way I Felt Cared about too! Time for a couple Comforting Quotes ~ ~ ~ ~ " Be Tough on the Problem,Soft on the Person." " Reflect ~ Gentle - Calm - Relaxed Intentional - KIND." " To undertake is to Acheve." By - Emily Dickenson. All quotes from Tiny little desk calendar. My FRIENDSHIP,Peace,Love,Care,Concern, Painfree Days & Nights,Peaceful Relaxing Times,Gratitude,Resepct,Best Wishes & Prayers For One And All at "DS" and all Your Friends & Family. I could`nt Change the color or Font after the last one.Don`t know why? Later....... Indigo/Cindi/Cindi PS ~ I PUT IN New Recent Pics of me & 1 drawling & 1 Painting Today.
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I am so glad you are finding life outside of your home and handing out the LOVE the way you do. Things will work out in the best way they should - it often takes time for all the pieces to fall into place
HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS
KCJ
YOU are a gift to this world Cindi and that lady did indeed meet an angel that day. Hope your Xrays went ok and you didn't get any more bad news.
Will write to you today and we'll chat about what's going on in our lives.
Hang in there girlfriend
Jules xo
Baboo
Cindi, please dont ever be sorry. That is why we are all here, just for u!! We care, I know that I do!! U encourage everyone, even when u are sick. Look at how u made that lady feel sooooo much better. I know that meant so very much to her. I know how u feel, I too am struggling with the MS. This is the worse that I have been in the 15 yrs I have been dx'd w/MS. But, I know that God is able to bring me out of this, u too. We have to hang in there, give our lives totally to Him and then trust Him to take care of and heal us in His own time and He will. Be encouraged and He will work it all out!! I hope that u feel better reaaaaaaal soon, physically and emotionally. U will be in my prayers.God loves u and so do I!!!
Much love,
your friend,
Chris
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