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LanaG 
12:06am, July 27, 2009
just missing my precious Alicia so much....i just want to be with her. i have no one else anymore
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just missing my precious Alicia so much....i just want to be with her. i have no one else anymore
Lana, the missing of our children is just so hard. You have lots of friends here who love you and truly understand your pain. Thinking of you and sending you a hug.........Love, Kim
KimRW
i feel u still have her, she's inside of you...u will always feel her, maybe u want to try a bereavement group? when my father n nana passed that's the way i felt and still feel this way...
victoria9
Lana, hugs friend. It's seems like an eternity without them but we will have eternity with them when it's our time. Hang in there. Love Robin
Robin4
Thank you all. Living with a broken heart is so hard. and yes, I still miss my parents...but nothing close to missing Alicia. She was my best friend. I just want to see her so badly. I was robbed from our last visit. She died about 10 days before I was supposed to visit her. My heart will forever be broken and the tears will never end.
LanaG
i know, i miss Troy so much, i am just sad. i am not walking, and eating junk food, sleeping alot and drinking a little more than i should lately. just feel like giving up. this pain, dull pain never goes away. i havent been praying and reading the Bible like I want to or should. just in a blah state................
misshimsooo
((((HUGS)))) I think the hardest thing is living with the reality of it all & knowing thaere is not a d--nthing we can do to bring them back. Hugs, Ann
annsullivan
I know, Sweetie,...I know! Hugging you tight! Love, Judy
JudyWI
Sorry I have no real words to lessen your pain. Just know my thoughts are with you.
pneylan
I am thinking of you Lana. I have no words to comfort you, since I am in the same pain. All I can do is offer you acknowledgement of your pain from someone who knows exactly what it is about. Just like all of us on here. Love, Belinda
BinkyH
Hello Lana. I was just visiting Alicia's memorial website. I would love to have met her and had her for a friend. What a beautiful person!!!! I'm so sorry for your loss and pain. I think you are a wonderful person and pray your days are filled with happiness and beauty along with the always present pain you experience at such an incredible loss of your beautiful daughter, Alicia. You were a wonderful mother and friend to her. The two of you are still and always will be very much a part of each other. You were a huge part of what made Alicia such a wonderful, beautiful person. She would want so much for you to have days filled to the brim with happiness and joy along with all the wonderful memories you carry of her. Sending you good thoughts and plenty of gentle (((hugs))) Patricia
SadTime
I know we cannot take the pain away, or make it better, but please hang in there. There is nothing we can do to bring them back. It's the hardest thing to deal with ever. But to dwell on what we cannot change will only make it worse. I will pray that you find something good to live for, Lana. Trust that this time here on earth is short, and we will be with our loved ones soon. All of this pain and sadness will be over. But for now, while we're here, we have to find a way to live with it. I wish I could make it go away for you. I know Alicia would not want you to be sad. Just know she is with you in everything you do. We're all here for you too. Just keep talking to us. Love, Julia
JulsMarie
I know we aren't any sort of substitute, but like it or not, you have us always. We all love you and I value your friendship and insights...love and hugs...Lynn
l8gra
I am so thankful having all of you. I don't know how I would do it if I didn't! You are my angels! Love, lana
LanaG
Just a hug and prayers for peace for you. Love and hugs Cathy
RockstarsMom