Journal Entry for July 6, 2007
July 6, 2007 9:03pm
Friday, July 6, 2007: 5:05pm
I am still at Patricks house. I will probably be here till Sunday, then I have to go home because I have an …
sam35andinlove
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About Me
sam35andinlove
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About Me
I love animals, I have 9 dogs, 4 cats, 3 ferrits, 8 doves, 2 rats, 2 gerbles, and 2 snakes, I live on 2 acers in beautiful centeral oregon. I have severe depression, anxiety, PTSD, and DID which use to be called multible personality disorder.
I love animals, I have 9 dogs, 4 cats, 3 ferrits, 8 doves, 2 rats, 2 gerbles, and 2 snakes, I live on 2 acers in beautiful centeral oregon. I have severe depression, anxiety, PTSD, and DID which use to be called multible personality disorder.
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Interests
I have just become a member of NAMI which is The National Alliance of the Mentally Ill and just recieved my certifacation to be a spooks person for NAMI in the In Our Own Voice: Living with mental illness program. I love talking to and helping people.
I have just become a member of NAMI which is The National Alliance of the Mentally Ill and just recieved
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Journal Entry for July 1, 2007
July 1, 2007 8:30am
Sunday, July 1, 2007: 5:06am
Well yesterday was very long, but it turned out that Bricka's dad did show up and he is not so much like her. …
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Journal Entry for June 30, 2007
June 30, 2007 11:25am
Saturday, June 30, 2007: 8:17am
Well it looks like I have to go back over to my son's house and help him move the rest of their stuff into …
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Journal Entry for June 29, 2007
June 29, 2007 1:14pm
Friday, June 29, 2007: 10:10am
I can't always find all my friends names on my friends list. Thought this was a bit strange at first, but I …
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Journal Entry for June 28, 2007
June 28, 2007 11:38pm
Thrusday, June 28, 2007: 8:22pm
I am probably still in a horrible mood but I had to change it to bad because at least now I am home. I really do …
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Hugbook
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just sending some friendship smiles, and huggs, hope you have a gret week, and life is wonderful, keep smiling.
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thanks sam that was deep i really thankfull, would you like to tell me your story. hugs chris
Prayer
You Are on my mind hope all is well.
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HELLO JUST SAYING HI AND TO SEND SOME HUGS YOUR WAY T/C AND HAVE A GOOD WEEK HOPE THINGS ARE GOING OK WITH YOU
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Prayer
my thoughts and prayers are with you
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Support Groups
Close Hepatitis C
I have fell in love with a wonderful man who has Hep. C we are going to be together forever and I need support to deal with my fears and conserns about him and myself
Close Multiple Personalities
I was properly diagnosed with DID about 4 years ago, although I have always known I have had Muliple personalities. I am an alter and there is about 20 of us. The person who was born to this body could not handle that she had DID and had what I would call a nervious breakdown about 2 years ago and has not been out sense.
Treatments
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- The coping skills that I have been learning with DBT class although really not based for DID has been very helpful.
- Plendil Not Working
- I have been on very many medications to help with my depression because of my DID and nothing has worked so far.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I have had PTSD most of my life due to severe mental, physical and sexual abuse that started happening to me befor the age of five untill well into my teen years.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- I go to a DBT class once a week and have for the past 3 years.
- Effexor Not Working
- I have tryed effexor with no effect.
- Paxil Not Working
- I have tryed Paxil with no effect.
- Rape Counseling Working / Worked
- I have been in counceling all of my life and now that I am properly diagnosed it is starting to help.
- Seroquel Not Working
- I have tryed seroquel with no effect.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have been dealing with severe depression all of my life do to severe physical, sexual, and mental abuse that started befor the age of five untill well into my teen years.
Treatments
- Effexor Not Working
- no effect.
- Elavil Not Working
- no effect.
- Geodon Not Working
- no effect.
- Prozac Not Working
- no effect.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Has started to be helpful sense I got properly diagnosed.
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- I find this coping skills class to be very helpful.
Open Self-Injury
I am a cutter and have been sense I was 10 years old. It started so small and grew into such a big problem for me over the years. I am 35 years old now and am happy to say that I have not cut in a little over 2 months, that may not seem like much time but it is the longest I have gone without cutting in years. It is a daily strougle for me and I am afraid always will be.
Treatments
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- I go to a DBT class once a week to help me with my coping skills. I have been going to this class for 3 years now, sometimes it is very helpful and sometimes not.
Open Anxiety
I have suffered from anxiety most of my life on and off through out my life it has become very severe. It has been severe again for the past 5 years.
Treatments
- Breathwork Not Working
- Breathwork has never helped me it only increases my anxiety.
- Klonopin Somewhat Helpful
- Klonopin is very helpful but because I can not take it more then 2X a day I guess I would have to say it is only somewhat helpful
- Lexapro Not Working
- was no help.
- Paxil Not Working
- was no help.
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- I have been going to a DBT class to help me with my coping skills for 3 years now. Sometimes it is very helpful and sometimes no help at all.
Open Diabetes Type 2
I was diagnosed with type 2 diabetes about 5 years ago and at one point it was very bad and I had to take sliding scale insolin a lot, it is better and worse now, becasue I don't eat much, it is better because I do not have to take sliding scale insolin, it is worse because sometimes my blood sugars get dangerously low.
Treatments
- Metformin Working / Worked
- It works well when I eat on a daily basis, when I don't eat for days I can't take it because my sugars get too low.
Open Sleep Apnea
I found out I have sleep Apnea about 6 years ago. But I am not sure how long I have had it probably years befor that. When I did my sleep study they said when I sleep I stop brething 170+ times an hour. I am doing much better now that I have my BiPAP.
Treatments
- CPAP Working / Worked
- When I first started on the BIPAP, I use to take it off in the middle of the night without even knowing it. I am use to it now and it helps bunches.
Open Asthma
Type: OtherI have had asthma for years, not exacty sure when I got it.
Treatments
- Inhaler Working / Worked
- helps a lot. Albuterol and QVAR (beclomethasone dipropionate HFA)
