i have been diagnosed with major depression, ADHD, and i have tried to commit suicide three times. Recently my foster mother of 3years told me that she does not want me to be a part of her family. My mother used me to make money. I became a childhood prostitute so she could have drug money. Then she died, i moved to my father's mother's house in S.Carolina. It was there that he molested me and physically abused me. His family abandoned me when i came out and told what he had done to me. They treated me as an outcast. Only calling on Christmas, and only sending the women in the family to "Deal" with me because I could say something about their husbands or brothers. To make a long story short: By 5 i was a child prostitute. By 6 i had lost my mother and her family. By 13 I was molested by my father, shunned from his family, and dropped off into foster care. I was moved from family to family, not because i misbehaved or was not appropriate. But because i did not fit in. Now i am in a home where i not welcomed into the family, but an obligation. And just that. Now the state has decided that I don't need foster parents so now that my last foster family doesn't get paid to look after me, i don't so much as get my mail from them now. It seems that everything i need is an inconvenience. Now i look foreard to being kicked out of foster care and literally on my own by May 28th 2008
i have been diagnosed with major depression, ADHD, and i have tried to commit suicide three times. Recently my foster mother of 3years told me that she does not want me to be a part of her family. My mother used me to make money. I became a childhood prostitute so she could have drug money. Then she died, i moved to my father's mother's house in S.Carolina. It was there that he molested me and physically abused me. His family abandoned me when i came out and told what he had done to me. They treated
Reading, writing, learning... Playing board games, being around other people, learning about other people.. watching movies, and observing anything remotely artistic.
Reading, writing, learning... Playing board games, being around other people, learning about other people..
July 4, 2008 4:21pm
Last night i tried to do other things. I watched some cartoons, played my neintendo DS. and then I even tried to go to Bible Study, but nothing …
June 17, 2008 6:46pm
Ok, so I'm working as a RA/CA for University Place Apartment Complex. I also work odd hours for my boss doing clerical work. I may also get …
hey sis... just sending some love ya way... hope to hear from you soon :)
HEY TO MY BEAUTIFUL FRIEND... MISS YA GAL.. HOPE ALL IS WELL
how have you been doing?
Giving you huge christmas hugz xxx
how are you lily? here's a hug
I'm in foster care, because my family abandoned me, and because i choose to get the government's help in paying for my college education.
It's not too hard to retell the story but this is how it goes: It all starts when i was a baby, and my father would stick his middle finger inside me, then grin. Next he left, and my mother started doing drugs, which led her to pimp me out as a child prostitute to earn her some drug money. It was for that year that i learned to be so obedient to adults. Then she died, and my father began to verbally, sexually, mentally, and physically abuse me. In the foster care system now.
When i was a baby, my father abused me. My mother got on drugs when i was around 4 or 5 and i became her source of money by becoming a prostitute. After a year of that, she went to rehab, and then she died. I moved to live with my father where he sexually assalted me because he thought i was promiscuous. After i told my school therapist about the abuse with my father, i went into foster care because no one in my family believed me. I still battle with coping with it.
It gets a little overwhelming when all you want to do is learn about taking care of kids not able to go to school yet.
I have several cists on my ovaries but I'm not sure how they got there or what i should do to get rid of them.
I've never had a healthy relationship until i was linked with my current caseworker. My parents were inappropriate, my friends, and just about everyone i can remember from my past. So i want to rectify this and modify the pattern to make it healthier for me and everyone else.
A few weeks ago my back started to hurt when i got hungry. I felt that maybe the way my stomach was expanding or contracting was pushing on something causing my back to hurt. I'm not sure what it is, and so far, doctors dont know either.
I'm a premie by i dont know how long, but my mother did drugs while i was in her stomach so it didnt help much.
I've been on medicade since i was born. Basicly my mother was on walefare, when i was put into foster care, i was on medicare, now that i will be out of care in about six months, i need some support on continuing to be on medicare because i am a struggling college student who just needs the basic medication...
After being sexually abused by men when i was 4 or 5 years old, I began to enjoy it. The attention, the feelings, the attention really is the biggest factor. I have a hard time talking about this in therapy. I miss the way my body was worshiped by men who were old enough to be my father, and in some cases were. Now that I am 20 years old, i find myself retreating back to that part of my life, and seeking out men who prey on young girls. I feel so ashamed that my body contorts in pain.
Uh, medically I'm way beyond virginhood, however, i feel that i am a virgin at heart. I want to make sure that i stay as pure as i can for the man i am to spend the rest of my life with. In today's society, its da$* near impossible. HOpefully joining this group will help
i was a prostitute when i was 6 years old. of course i have sexual issues.
