Hii(:
June 19, 2009 1:02am
Heyy(:
Wow, its been a while
I'm lazyy, sheesh.
Haha, so alot has been going on
And its all good.
Haha, I'm happy alot.
And I really wanna talk …
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mcrox2
10:51pm, October 11, 2009
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About Me
mcrox2
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About Me
I'm Ashley but I go by Ashes (everywhere). I'm 14 and straight. I have a great desire to become a model. :] Even though I'm a girl I hang out with alot of guys. Skinny jeans kick arse and tight band tee's are the shizz! I also like loud colorful sunglasses [even inside buildings] Well if u must no more, message XD
I'm Ashley but I go by Ashes (everywhere). I'm 14 and straight. I have a great desire to become a model. :] Even though I'm a girl I hang out with alot of guys. Skinny jeans kick arse and tight band tee's are the shizz! I also like loud colorful sunglasses [even inside buildings] Well if u must no more, message XD
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Interests
I LOVE TO SKATEBOARD!!! I also LOVE to txt [so if ur speacial have my #] I enjoi anime, and its action/killing scenes. Well I love food, not cooking but eating it!! I like to write. My favorite thing in the whole world is frends!!!! Well, thats mainly the things I enjoi!!! ] [[I gottss meh a myspace, myspace.com/ashes_runaway]]
I LOVE TO SKATEBOARD!!! I also LOVE to txt [so if ur speacial have my #] I enjoi anime, and its action/killing
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Wowww.....
March 16, 2009 2:08pm
Dahm, its ben so long since I ben on here.
Soooo much has changed.
I'm sorry that I have neglected DS. You hav always ben here 4 meh
Even when I …
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Is it badd?
January 15, 2009 10:59pm
Is it badd to think I'm pretty?
[[not in a consided wayy]]
Just I have changed much over the years,
N I like to sayy,
I like the wayy I turnedd …
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Unbearable....
December 30, 2008 3:10am
This feeling is undiscribable. I don't know what to say? I read the text I get, saying they love me, that there here. I feel so alone, so hated, …
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hey beautiful =]
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naaah chilll, dont worry about it its okay=]
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ariite the one im usually on is bamxo93 im on lke 247 cusigot no life haha n it sucks , neways how bout tmrw like 6
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yea it has. ^_^ may have to wait longer though because im just about to log off. >_> hope you'll be on tomorrow. *hugs*
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hey whats up?
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
I haven't cutt in a long long time. But the thoughts of seeing the razor again creeps back in...
Close Separation Anxiety
Sumtimes when my dad leaves I freak cuz I think he's going to die. So I freeze up!
Open Families & Friends of Gays & Lesbians
well lets see. my best friend is gay, my neighbore is a lesbian, my other best friend is bi, and i'm bi... tada!!!
Open Bereavement - Teens
Well my mum and 2 uncles commited suicide. my grandpa died by brain damage and my grandma died by lung cancer. they were all very close to me.
Treatments
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- Not thinkind is helpful
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- I love it. Works for everything really.
- Talking Not Working
- Just makes me even worse.
Open Bipolar Disorder - Teen
my therapist told me i was bipolar. i have no idea wat it is. but yeah.
Open Depression - Teen
depression...hum. wat dose it even really mean ne more.
Treatments
- Writing Not Working
- i write every day.
Open TMJ
Urg...it sucks. Mainly cuz I'm only 14 and already have it!!! Kapow!!!!!!
Open Tooth Grinding
Okay, I grind my teeth really bad at night!!! It sounds like I'm eating hard candy....
Open Eating Disorders
Type: BulimiaIt's new...oddly new. I eat when I'm depressed... I eat so much I puke.... I dnt no pukeing feels good....
Open Motherless Children
My mum died 3 years ago, its hard being the only girl w/ 3 guys.... Im angry at my mum too, cuz she comtied suicide, so its rlly hard, its hard for anyone rlly!!!
